Heal it not break it . Tyvm -'-^-^v

Going sleep soon .
So yeah , a quick post before I forget everything .
Went to Resort World Sentosa with Jacelyn today to watch the circus performance .
Went there the entrance saw a notice , then realize the show was canceled till 26Jan ._.
Unlucky 23 . //:
So went to walk around the place there bought popcorn , it was nice .
And Jacelyn daddy came to fetch us for dinner .
Dinner at chinatown and went to fetch her sister .
And homed .
Okay , night !

Hi .
Woke up 9plus today .
HAHA
I thot I can do much better than this .
Wake up le use com , see until my cousin pm me .
She say got two circus ticket ask me want anot .
Hahah !
Never see before circus live one >,<
So okay :D
Asked Delong , but he got work .
Then , asked Stella , Jacelyn and Shuhui .
Stella and Shuhui , tomorrow got school , and do homework .
Jacelyn say okay .
:D
YAY !
So tomorrow gonna watch circus performance !
Yiiippppppppppyy .
Okay , then went to prepare to go hongkah village there .
My cousin left the tickets with my auntie .
Went there take le , wanted to go do homework .
But in bus sleeping , feel very tired .
So hesitating , go home sleep or go do homework ?
Ta dang ~
Let's go home sleep .
Okay , reached home on com , and slept .
LOL .
Sleep , got bad dream .
-.-
Take nap also dream bad dream .
Like in hell , so torturing .
Fuck that dream .
Then used com awhile again , go find Shuhui .
Take from her a chinese exercise book to do my letter writing .
Met pillowlaa on bus .
:3
Went to eat Carl's Junior !
Hahas .
Damn funny , I swear .
We laugh until very full.
And until no breathe .
Keep laughing like almost 20mins .
Most funny thing was in the fairprice .
Got one ah nehh , really make us laugh our ass off !
:P
Bought the cooling water bottle :D
And went home .
Walked home as usual .
Damn excited about tomorrow !

IlybutIhy.
Whyisitalwayslikethis .
WhenIstartedtogive,you'restartingtokeep.
Ihatethis,seriously.
<3

Hii !
Angry , sad , disappointed , happy , funny .
Okay , angry , because yesterday and today's game , emotion out of control .
I know .
Like whatthehell , yeah ?
Yesterday vs hongkah, won , but not too much .
Then got pissed by their violence .
._.
Is it enthusiasm or violent ?
-.-
For today , we lost , got trash .
But we did much better than yesterday .
:D
The person so what siol .
ROWAR !
Jasmir was like defending her and the person tell her not to push .
What the hell ? I was like , Hey ! Its a game .
Then she said no need to push one right ?
Jiaojiao , pissed , she can push ppl , ppl push then at there bark .

How am I going to change my bad habit ?
Its frustrating laa , angry ownself stupidstupid tears come out -'-

Whatever .
Funny thing was got one tall girl she damn funny can .
When on court she say she tell me something later , I was like oh okay .
Then she ask , do we look like McDonald ?
LOL !
And her shoulder accidentally hit my cheek , she's really tall .
Kinda sick ._.
Tired !
I need sleep ~

Ily .

Boo !
Hi , wahwah , today stayed back for self study ._.
For about 1hr proceed to fnn kitchen le .
:/
Go there like do nothing , slack and do abit homework .
Talk there and listen to music .
Waste time only .
After selfstudy , go coffee shop with hui'er and bought beancurb to eat .
And Alan call .
Okay, go home prepare and went to safra park to find him .
Saw him , LOL
Got ppl string tangled with his and he trying to get it out .
The person damn hilarious .
So I 'DO' my homework there .
HAHA !
Only wrote my name .
And 820like that head back to Jp , Alan eat BurgerKing and I do my HW :D
After awhile ,Delong came .
He also ate his dinner there .
Walk home after that .

Lalala <3

Oh my .
Like finally ?
Finished my course work , task analysis and maths homework :D
Well done , Meili .
You rock :3
But still fuck your life .
:/
No life sia .
Today quickly chiong the timetable and the relfection for Nathan .
And all I rmb is that , the time table keep repeating , hours and hours of self study @ home and @ school .
Bet I only wrote it for fun .
So today match was with HongKahSec .
But due to the rain , vroom , heavy downpour .
Postpone .
Nice one laa .
>,< I hope .
Haha .
Okay , its turning late . Night !

I think I like him :/

Lai .
Ello !
Haha .
So morning , went back school to play friendly match with the seniors .
then accompany Jacelyn go eat rojak at 815 .
Went home prepare .
Met with Delong , and bus-ed down to Jp and trained to Jookoon .
Meet Shuhui they all , go train again and down at pioneer .
Zhengann go buy water then back to train and down to Marina barrage .
Took shuttle bus .
Okay , then it rains .
Go there the cafe and drank a drink Chocolate Decadence .
Okay , like no chocolate taste like that ._. All coffee taste .
-.-
Then , drink le slack there awhile , 5pm plus .
Went off with Delong first .
He go work , I go find pillowlaa for dinner again :D
Hahas , took shuttlebus back .
Woahwoah .
I'm wet .
Awesome .
Took mrt , and byes to Delong at OutramPark .
And back to Jp .
Pillowlaa , just in time msg me her lesson over , 6plus only .
I thot she 7 like that end .
Woots , waited for her awhile and went to Wendy's for dinner again !
The rain was heavy >,<
So ran into the shop , as it was like an independent building ._.
Not really a shelter leading to it .
Upsize cus need to wait for the rain to get smaller .
Bought 1/2pound DOUBLE .
Hehe , it's nice .
And we chitchatted alot .
Hwahahah .
After that went to walk around for digestion .
And we spotted a real cool machine :DD
Went to register everything .
And Hui'er say she reach Jp le , wanted to go home together , but feel like walking home .
So bye to pillowlaa , waited at the interchange for hui'er like about 1min ? :P
And msg-ed hui'er I go home first .
So walked home :D
Flashbacks are awesome .
Memories are great .
HAHA .
Homesweethome about 10plus or 11plus .
;D Night peeps .

Aww man .
Was unlucky today D;
So long never fall down and bled ._.
Fell twice today .
Pro hurh me :D
-.-
Slip down while picking ball on the floor , butt hurts .
But not like NgeeAnn that one so pain .
Then , YES .
Lightning alert was like finally off .
So went to play courtgame .
So and so and when training in the semi-circle ,
the graduated senior came .
Coach ask for her to let them know how to run in a semi-circle .
So I tripped over .
(Y)
Fall le go Ms Kamisah there .

Woah O.O
The first aid kit was like nothing inside .
She say no more alcohol wipes , no cotton ._.
Saw a packet of alcohol wipes !
Take le , wipe , the blood wont stop ._______.
Stop le , bandage .
Go see they play and , yes .
Im training again .
Hahahah , but not that pain .
Went to Jp buy the dressing strip for my wounded knee .
And ate ljs with ahla and jacelyn .
Walked home .
Reach home , bath , the water go pass the wound till numb hahaha .
:D

Stress nowadays .
>:
The principal of my school , speechless .
Shouldn't it be April for the graduating classes to stop CCAs ?
Now already say next week everyday 6pm then can go home .
Adding hell lots of stress to us .
Asking us to do this and that .
Gosh .
Anw , YES !
Netball in Pioneer is like finally looking like a real netball team :D
The discipline like more strict , although don't like but GOOD .
Whoots ;D
So the training get a little tougher too , I suppose .
Oh man , there's morning jog now .
Due to the upcoming zonal competition .
>;
But it's okay , train fit (;
Only morning , need wake up early and jog for 10rounds and bath so go study better .
If not sticky sticky one );

Worriednow>:

*Yawns*
Hi peeps .
Tired ttm .
:/
Update when there's time .
Things gonna start up right , I hope .
Post about today will be this short .
Alright , night ! ;)
I love you mummy and daddy ! <3

Hi .
Emotional day >:
At first go school , the workshop was hilarious .
It was fun , the fun didn't stop until the end of the day .
It just became rather tense up .
That triggers the our really ownself inside of our own body .
Hiding , afraid of the society .
Okay .
so yeah , was motivated .
But seriously , I want the motivation to last long , of course .
But , really don't know how long it will last .
Just gonna trust myself .
But whatever , just that everyone can understand one another more , won't criticize base on what they see (Y) le :D
We have definitely become more mature through this workshop .
Honestly , Adam Khoo's company rawrks laa .
<3
Hahah , they can be serious but funny too .
The last part of the day was tearing part .
Almost everyone were crying .
Those who didn't cry , must be feeling the same as us as well just that your tear didn't work (;
Disgusting part was , when we were asked to rest our elbows on our laps , with curved palms over eyebrowns , crying , my mucus damn funny .
Got one long drip ewww , quickly take tissue .
Haha .
We know all those things he said , those things we knew it happened , just that we took things for granted .
Tearing was because I knew I had not be a good daughter , doing unfilial which I'm not even suppose to have a thought about it .
But we are all human beings , learn from mistakes .
:D
So gonna begin with having positive confident .
Don't care what others judge me . *GLARES*
LOL .
Be myself , there's nothing wrong being myself .
Be happy :D
Make my laughter and smiles contagious :3
HAHA .
This was all done before I enters Secondary School .
Shows how much a person can change just within a merely 4years .
Amazing .
I want to be back my old self !
Anw , wrote letters to my daddy and mummy .
Hahah , (:
Hope they know what I'm trying to say .
I love you ! Mummy and Daddy ! <3

Harlow .
Okay , today didn't go school .
._.
Woke up late as I talk till midnight plus then go sleep .
:x
Hahaha .
Siblings talking :D
Great conversation .
We talk about when we were young what are our thoughts etcetc .
Hahah .
When we're young we're all so naive .
Miss those pass when really , only bad guys are scary .
But now , people who appears good with masks sucks alot .
More than a typical bad guy .
Thinkthink , HAHA .
You're a fool .
I finally understands .
You don't even know a shyt .
Haha , so just stop thinking that you know .
Seriously .
9plus met Hui'er and go polyclinic .
She super fast lo .
And I still there waiting after she take her medication and foot her bill .
Awesome laa .
See the doctor le , foot my bill and we walked to 500plus there the PasaMalam .
Ate wafflehotdog and breadprawn .
SHe ate seaweedchicken and sausage .
Get on bus , go 815 get my lunch and went home .
She go home have rest I go home use computer .
Lmao .
5plus meet again .
Go tuition together :D
The tuition there now like farking cool .
Now use thumbprints to sign in .
O:
And the class bigger le .
Haha got new peeps .
And we are still as usual the noisy ones :x
Anw , watched finisjed IRIS le .
Yeeps ;D
Reached home bath use com .
Now parents like quarreling >,<
-.-
Dont nag me can le .

<3:d

Ka-booo .
:D
Went to the library today , Hui'er want to return book and lend book .
I so good pei her go ar .
HAHA .
Wake up today around 1.20pm like that .
Wth .
So late .
D:
Tired laaaaaaa .
Prepare le watch IRIS .
HOHO .
Nice :D
But watch it like 3 days le , a bit a bit watch , so haven watch finish >,<
So go meet Hui'er le go return book , she never tell me she want lend book at first @;
Make me so paisehhy .
I walk away :x
Then she say ehhy , I want to borrow book lehy .
Bwuah .
Gostan , okay , let's go in .
Inside the library we are loud :D
Damn proud .
Hahah , choose the book like what only .
She choose I snatch and treat it like mine C;
Thanks .
Hahah , in the end return her the book she wanted most . :/
See I so good (;
Went to Carl's junior and bought a drink sat there till like 7plus or 8plus ?
Go popular there buy pen refill-er .
And walked home .
Long way , but shorter than yesterday .
Came to think that , I usually walk the long way home sia :/
Since long time ago .
Only sometimes walk the Gekpoh way . LOL
Who cares .
Hahah , walk to coffee shop and we both bought a mee fen and hokkien mee and share .
Wah , the hokkien mee machiam use dark soy sauce to cook one .
SO black and salty .
But nice ;D
Eat le and slack awhile and bid goodbyes .
Reach home , act like I sick .
Go drink the aloe vera health product thingy .
Mummy ask , throat pain ?
Me : YA !
HAHA .
That's my only reason of drinking that in front of her .
Please , think that I'm unwell and no school :x
Hui'er also not going school she sick .
And that tempted me not to go school too .
But feeling like don't know want to see those seniors sad and happy face anot .
Bwahahah .
Evildie .
Better is my o level chinese badbad grade .
Hmmph .
Shall stop here .
:D

Just infatuation .
It's not love .
3years1month .

Yooohooo .
Baboom .
I'm starting to love the days :D
Everything have been well .
Except for holidays homework that aren't done yet :/
Haha .
Trouble doing it .
D:
That's my only headache .
Wah sehyy , Monday going take 'o' level chinese result .
Please ! Bad grade .
If not later not excuse drop Hmt .
Mama fly , need drop hmt also need write letter and the grades previously .
Provided may not even allowed to drop !
Wth , what rule is that ?
Rowar , stuubit school .
Forget it .
Today , went to Singapore poly , luckily didn't fell down :x
Singapore poly open house like so boring , cannot be compared to NgeeAnn's .
So big somemore O;
Went to the foodcourt and drank wintermelon . Nice (L)
And ate ahlaa's daddy's shop the sweet potato <333
Eat le go walk and rest awhile and take Mrt back to boonlay .
Was like ruching to her house and rushing to the bus stop .
We even ran for it );
So tired . But fun :D
Laughing while running , bo stamina liao .
She going late for her dance lesson .
So board the bus , hew , heng ar never miss that bus .
She meet Yuling on the bus and I alight when she board the bus .
Went home , use com , rest .
Woohoo .
Let's go dinner baby (;
Dinner-ed with Pillowlaa .
Hahas , ate Wendy's , not bad what , why people say not very nice ?
:/
Walked around Jp , go cotton on see/try clothes .
Pillowlaa wait outside the shop for me , sorry .
The queue very long , make you wait so long . :x
And go arcade there and go home .
Have a super long walk back home .
;D
I love night walk .

Rowar , embarrassing day , today .
Shall not elaborate much .
Wentr Ngee Ann today for their Open House .
Bad day .
But okay still have fun .
Queued for candy floss .
Hahs .
Cheer their cheer and get a Ngee Ann shirt .
We spent about 1hour plus to get back to Jurong .
Wth laa
Wait for 154 , so many people , next bus 20 mins .
So took 184 to Clementi Mrt station .
Let 2 train go , cus got so many people stand so near the door .
And the train was like , woah .
Full ._.
So the third one , we go in , squeezed .
Laughs , keep laughing .
Damn funny .
Reach Jp , bought snackers from KFC .
And say byebye to ah laa .
And 243G was full when we reach there , wait again .
8plus then reach home :\
Omg , damn tired and pain .
Bath , watched finish Sherlock Holmes .
Hahah , nice .
And decided to do my homework .
1 question le now using com , and feeling sleepy .
LOL :x
Night !
boring post-.-

Oh , hi .
School was boring .
Okay .
Nathan like everyday got his damn awesome speech ._.
Keep talking shouting non-stop .
Pity the Sec 1s .
Still got 3 4 years to go .
Haha .
So Chemistry today , heng arh .
Ms Neo take our class .
Ms tay was like kinda strict ._.
Mama fly , GT sit damn near sia .
Shift shift , shift towards the wall there hahah , but Deni still can smell .
Laughs .
Fall asleep , wake up liao , Deni say mayb I faint .
HAHA !
After Chem , chiong ar .
: Ms Neo , I want change seat !
Deni : I ALSO WANT !
LOL .
So we changed seat YAY !
<:
After school stay back at school gwen eat the malay stall one .
I eat the CHICKEN thingy .
Haha .
Slack awhile , go home .
Bath , watched Sherlock Holmes .
Haven finish yet :/
Then watch till halfway sleepy , go sleep .
Wake up prepare go wushu .
Reach there no people .
Lol , play Smurfs Village .
Not bad , fun .
Haha , after Wushu they eat KFC .
Eat le walk home with Delong then byebye .
Home , bath , going do maths >,<
So fast got homework ! @:
Do finish then watch Sherlock Holmes :D

Blablabla .
Hi .
Oh my god .
First day school .
Hurhhurh .
Special case for our class we went to the computerlab for the morning assembly .
Secret :x
Lol .
Like no lessons like that only got 2 periods of F&N I think .
Recess , wth .
The stall cheat our feelings .
That time when we voted for them they taste great .
Now eat like , BOO .
Lmao .
After recess , old eagle talk .
Lalalala , never really listen .
Fall asleep :/
Only video part wake up .
HAHA !
Okay , after school stay around school awhile and go to gekpoh and buy bubbletea .
Buy le go CD shop see got what nice show can catch at home :P
So note down le come home and load .
Wahaha , evildie .
;3
Watch finish camp rock 1 & 2 le .
YIPPEE !
So watched the lastest episode of Love Buffet .
Next episode Xiu coming out , gosh .
LOL
Sian , need do eagle thing , on eagle foolscap and by tomorrow need to hand in to old eagle ._.
Rowar !
;\

AHA .
Today wake up le load Camp Rock :D
Wahahah .
Its nice .
Joe Jonas good looking laaa .
Gosh .
Watch half way 11plus , Alan say 12 meet .
._.
Chiong go bath .
But haha , drying hair and watching the movie .
Wanted to meet Shuhui and Alan but they going le so ):
Nvm , watch the movie then :D
Watch until 1plus or 2 then go take bus :x
Ps arh .
Haha , took Mrt to Queensway .
And at the laksa there eat .
Alan so scary .
Ate 7$ laksa .
OMG !
And Delong came afterwards and ate laksa too .
I ate the Tutu Kueh (Y)
Haha !
And they look for shoes , I look for clothes .
)': Haven buy new tops O;
So long le .
Then went to Vivo and Shuhui they all buy Domo Keychain .
Saw Jana there LOL !
Funny die , he went into the sports shop and shoo us .
):
Bad sia .
Haha , and Shuhui they all went back to Boon lay .
Me , Alan and Delong went to SengKang .
Go there the arcade , LOL LA .
Alan play the Maximum tune , the steering wheel he go turn so hard then got error .
Everytime like that .
The person there like fierce siol .
Then Alan play and versus one small boy .
He go scold the small boy .
Wth , dont want to exaggerate le .
Play the basketball one ._.
I deprove le . Omg , cant even reach stage 4 .
Wthwth .
Then went to walkwalk awhile and going back to boon lay .
Walk le then Delong go into the shuttle bus .
Then , next scene .
We also in the shuttle bus LOL
Go to Delong's daddy shop there .
And seesee .
Then he say the next bus is 815 .
HAH .
So we at there see the boats all .
Alan want eat fried rice .
I want eat lala .
And in the end , his daddy treat us lala with vermicelli and cereal prawn .
Nice !
Next time go there eat .
(Y)
And we damn paiseh , really .
And Walked towards his daddy want to thank him but then see Delong heating the pebbles
so cool .
HAHA .
But in the end thank him le and went to the shuttle bus there .
Miss the bus LOL .
Took cab back to Sengkang Mrt there and took Mrt back .
Bath le and finish the camp rock :D

Jacob<3

Wake up around 10 plus , bath and prepare to go get award thingy .
Wth .
Nathan said that meet at 1130 .
But He's not there .
Walked to Nycc with Khairul , Jasmine and Jacky .
And Nathan was there -.-
Cheat our feelings .
LOL !
Then at there not even 30 mins take the envelop can go le .
Walked to 815 with Jasmine and Jacky then say byebye .
Bought breakfast cum lunch .
Go home .
Watched twilight today .
New moon and eclipse .
Its effing nice !
Omg , at first when it was in the theater thought that its boring and so .
BUT SUPER NICE LA !
Haha <3
Now gonna go back to drama .
Got any nice movie TELL ME !
LOL
Leading a no life , life .
;)
Tsk , that's my life perhaps .
Watching Love buffet :D
Got Aaron and Calvin in the show .
Got XIU ALSO ! OMG !
Haha .
Mary stayed out all night/marry me .
Korean one .

Anw , gonna improve on my language laa .
It wasn't cool .
Starting to get use to saying vulgar ._.
Bad .
Wish time could rewind where I am really happy .
HAHA .
No fakes .

Lalala , whatever .
Jacob , he's hawt (L)

Omg .
I still feel super duper sleepy .
Yawns .
O;
Since the early 5plus in the morning reach home till now never leave house .
Mummy : Oh , finally you didnt went out for a day .
LOL
2 months holiday , I spent 3 days at home .
And the rest spent outside .
How I waste my time not on studying and completing my homeworks ;/
I splet from 5am plus to 12pm plus ,
used com and went to have my nap at 6pm plus to 8pm plus .
Now , I still want to sleep .
HAHA .
Better still sleep and don't wake up forever .
Living is too much of a torture ? Joy ?
Feel more and more aimless , no motivation .
No life ._.
I don't have plans for my future .
I don't seems to have a future ;x

Watched step up , three seasons .
Wahh , they dance so cool ._.
Maybe gonna go for dancing class with Gwen next :D
Haha , bye to Wushu .
Hello to dance C;
Only scared I halfhearted again XO

Happy 2011 , people !
Hope it will be a good beginning for all and great fun ahead ! ;)
Hemm, met up with ah la and gwen yesterday in the evening .
Wanted to go for Kbox , but never book earlier and the person told us to come back at 1am ._.
So early ? Cheyy , being sarcastic :/
SO we went to play lan :D
Blackshot for 1hour plus and we change the computer three times , cool or what .
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Well , after that we went to have dinner , hungry sia );
Ate Ajisen , ordered a Volcano ramen , it's spicy .
Gwen ate Unagi and ah la ate chicken cutlet and a thing not very nice one :x
Ordered 15pieces of dumpling , HAHA .
Eat le go find Jacelyn and Huiqi .
Funny thing was we stand at the railing there talk and laugh like mad and then we realize the floor got write camera under surveillance .
LOL .
Made stella said RED , funny die .
And Jacelyn and Huiqi went off while we went to Fairprice extra walk awhile , and go mac and bought Mcflurry and send Stella home .
Walked to oldboonlay with gwen .
Crapping all the way .
Grace orchard last time there , omg ._.
Eerie die .
Look inside machiam will see unlucky things like that .
The road block there , we enter , woah , so many people .
And majority , their hand got the spray thingy .
Went to find Leslie they all , then walk around .
Bombom , the fireworks ...
Speechless , hiding behind buildings .
And so fast no more liao .
LOL .
The ah nehh , gosh la , every where ah nehh all same .
Ki siao one .
After that slack there awhile and walked gwen home :D
When walking back , mummy call @;
Rowar , tell her liao lo , ownself there like okok , but nothing do then call and say go home ._.
Dont care dw to go home so early .
After send gwen home , walked to gekpoh , to pioneermall , to jurongpoint and slack at the nationallibrary outside with Delong .
Slack till about 4plus , walked home .
Cus tired le , want to sleep ><
When walking suddenly I become so hyper .
LOL , keep laugh laugh .
The past 2 years celebrate one all got sleep until but this time never .
Haha , like that also so happy . :x
I'm easily satisfied . good or bad ?
HA , walk to gekpoh there the 7-11 bought Big M
and reach near home call mummy . My key lost )':
Sian , then wah , chua tio me .
Open door shout me say , now then come back ?
LOL , if not what sia .
Then say might as well don't come back .
I also dont want lo , cus want sleep ma . :/
Mamafly , then go and bath le sleep liao .
5plus sleep , 12 plus wake up .
Use com till now , I still feel sleepy ];

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