Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Ahh well ..
Whats up ?
Whats up again..
Why am I always being hurt again and again .
Is this my life ?
Being hurt is the only thing why I am born to this planet ?
D:
Fuck my life then .
Someone, just someone , pull me out of the floods of my tears ._.
Damn it .
Its a happy day , but maybe things shouldn't be too good .
It always end badly , especially for me .
So yeah ?
My life's so great hurh ?
This time I can't let my mummy knows about how sucky my life is .
She's definitely gonna just say serve me right , and lock my freedom .
No freedom = can go die ._.
I hate crying , cus' it blocks my nose and I cant breathe right , feels like I'm really dying .
I hate crying , I know crying does not help , but it just keep flowing .
I've told you things , but what have you really told me about ?
Are you just trying to please back me to make me happy ?
This isnt making me happy if I knew everything , it just simply make me sad in a more faster way ..
You're hurting me , in every way , just that you didnt realize .
Its just too hard for me to say .
I've always cover it up , just to let things peace down a little .
I thot everything would be fine after a moment .
I put trust in that .
I put time in that .
In return , it gaves me such a heartbreaking effect , cool or what ?