Heal it not break it . Tyvm -'-^-^v

Haa, Nice one .
Its wasn't even replied .
Silly,shouldn't haven sent it .

Yesterday is history , today is present and tomorrow is future .

Labels: "Never explain yourself. Your friends don't need it and your enemies won't believe it." -Belgicia Howell

Finally I built up courage and dent a message . Hoping the reply will not be too .. Yeah , you know .

Hi.
Today didnt went to school again ._.
Mummy is like firing at me :C
HAhah , but yeah , recently keep like that .
Mayb used to it , and I took it for granted .
No wonder she so angry .
Last night dun have enough sleep . Slept about less than 4 hours ._.
ROWARR ! Couldnt sleep well .
And woke up late , Hui'er say she not goin , so decided not to go too .
Went back to sleep until 10 like that .
Sorry ! Said that meeting 9 go one , and i sleep until 10 !
After doctor seeing , went on different buses .
I went to jp and shuhui took 99 back home .
I first thot my bradeh was at Jp library , lol .__.
In the end i went there searching for 2 rounds he say he at Je library ! LOL !
SO lazy to go there , went to talk bus to Gekpoh mac .
Ahla came to find me <3
Hahah , went walking around , deciding what to eat , in the end ate waffle and decided to go fico do homework .
:D
Yes arhh ! Finish TYS le FINALLY !
Woooohooo CCCCCCCC:
Raining raining .
Went to take 181 to Jp meet shuhui cus got tuition D:
Went there tuition as usual .
And homed .
Mummy really angry lerh >:
She morning still call me why not I dun go study , since i always dun wan go ._.
Wahh , damn scary .
Now she say must 1030 off computer >:
Sian .
And must sleep early .
Not enough sleep , latrer my lifespan got cut down >_< !
Hahah Now is 1027 < :
Goin off sooooonnn !!!!!
Night peeps ! :D
Ciao~

Im like a headless fly .
I don't know where am I heading to .
No matter in relationships or in studies .
Am I a goner ?
I seriously suck .
My mind is blowing .
Guess that mayb you do not want to be friends anymore ehh ?
I wanted to message , but I hate that it will worsen things .
Moreover , if I ask something or say , you might say that its not about me ..
Lol , kinda speechless here .

Next , End of year is coming pretty soon .
Sighh, I suck once again .
In every topic , I am failing .
I could not even focus .
My mind just wonder around , everytime .
Now , I've used about 45 minutes ? to finish 5 question of my chinese .
And wasted 1hour plus on computer .
Hahaaa..
Computer is a time waster , seriously .

I am in a mess .
Very messy , mess .

Labels: Don't make someone fall for you, if you do not plan to catch them.. Tell them, if you're .

Torture come from myself , sillyme, why do i still care so much when we are just friends .
That causes all the impact on me. Dont care much = less torture , yay ..
Letter i wrote previously only work for about how long , about 17days ?
Ha , in the end history repeats .
I really wants to be friends , i dun wan lose friend , why , why are there problem, always ?
I thot we wont be having this kind of stuffs again , yet again .
Haa ... Justbehappy ehh ?

():What can i care for now ?
Me: Are you caring for anything now ?

D:

Labels: Letting go isn't about giving up. It's about accepting that there are things that cannot be.

Things will just happen again and again .
It won't stop ..
Until at least one of us let go , give up . Or mayb both .
I guess you had , so yeah , Im gonna do my part , to let go .
Miserable for both of us will then , finally , come to an end ..
Yeah, i do not believe what you said , cus its like really referring to me ?
So yeah , you have done your first step I'm gonna do mine as well .
I try not to care and let it fade , the pain .
Mayb , I WILL not care then , its simpler , yet hard hurh ..

Yo .

WONDERGIRLS-Two Different Tears ;D
Gave me 2 different tears
After all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain
Like sunshine and rain
So I hate you...
So I love you...
So I hate you...
So I love you...
I'm tryna figure out how to move on with my life
Without you by my side
Wakin up with teary eyes,
I can't do this no more, gotta erase you now
So I think of all the pain you've given me
Try to look at all the damage you've done to me
No matter how hard I try,
I just can't figure out why
I keep thinking bout how sweet you used to be
Gave me 2 different tears
After all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain
Like sunshine and rain
So I hate you
(But the love you gave me was so so good)
So I love you
(But the pain you gave me was so so bad)
I'm cryin over you, still what does this mean?
Do I still want you back in my life?
After all these painful things you've done to me
Why is it so hard to realize?
So I think of all the pain you've given me
Try to look at all the damage you've done to me
But the harder that I fight,
You come closer in my sight,
And I'm thinking of how sweet it could have been, oh no~
Gave me 2 different tears
After all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain
Like sunshine and rain
So I hate you
(But the love you gave me was so so good)
So I love you
(But the pain you gave me was so so bad)
(Uh~)
(Come here boy)
(Uh~)
Why do I still feel this way
When I know there's nothing left to say
Shouldn't have ever loved you in the first place
Wanna erase you without a trace
Try to tell myself that I need to hate you
For the pain that you put me thorough
But I... For some reason why
Still miss you no matter how hard I try
Gave me 2 different tears (you gave me~)
After all these years (years, yeah)
Tears of joy, tears of pain (pain! )
Like sunshine and rain
So I hate you
(But the love you gave me was so so good)
So I love you
(But the pain you gave me was so so bad)
Gave me 2 different tears
After all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain
Like sunshine and rain
So I hate you
(But the love you gave me was so so good)
So I love you
(But the pain you gave me was so so bad)~

Pains are covered by the laughter I made .
Suppressing all my emotions and turn it to laughs , smiles .
Yet,its not enjoyable , its insanely terrible .
LowKayHwa's book , afterreadingit, slashingseemstobeabletocuresomepainforamoment...
Hah,theblood..

PALA-PALA ! BOOO !
YO !
Sighh , tons of homework undone , yet still using com .
Dont feel like doin >_<
Yesterday went to Sentosa , never went to the umpiring thingy .
Hope ah lien dont know . ^^
Yesterday was fun ?
Yeah .
Hahah .
Blackshot was fun , exciting , scary , bloody . XD
But now a bit boring .
Teehees .

Thingsaregettingcomplicated ..
Ifell,deepinahole..

ROWARRR !

Yeahyeah .
Just remeber to post about yesterday .
Since now so boring . :C
This weekend have the most gonna go with cabs .
Furious about them hell lots .
Hahah
Yesterday , planned to go to ecp with Leslie and co .
LOL !
Met in Jp Mrt station took Mrt to jurongeast le and was sort of like slacking there .
Hahah, Funny.
Alan called for cab and we went to wait for it .
He asked for a 7 sitter , in the end a normal one came .
Not gonna take that so went to the taxi stand .
By that time we had already wasted quite a long time .
Thus , decided to go to Wcp instead .
Went to the traffic light there wait for cab .
LOL !!!!!!
Then realize here the cab all got ppl cus its from Imm the cab turn here !
Laughs !
While waiting there Delong teach how to play with the longlong grass .
That was so cool .
I never play before sia -.-
Hahaha .
but i still didnt gfet how to play it , the grass damn sharp , when trying to get the grass keep got slice until .
Hahah , stupid sia .
>_<
Went to Imm next , come waited for the cab at the taxi stand while others went to buy drink .
Came out LOL !
Still so slow , Alan was calling for cab again .
In the end took two cabs .
Hahah reached wcp , saw Ms Lye and her husband .
With two cute dogs :D
Very CUTE !!!!
Hahah , when others reached .
Went for sort of a walk ?
Then proceed to somewhere where they can play volleyball .
Shuhui they all play volleyball , i went to see the sea . :D
Hahah , Sit there very relax :D
Because previously was chasing after people or getting chase .
D:
ROwARR!!
Tired , sweating , so at there got the breeze , relaxing .
xD
Anyway , when at JurongEast Mrt station popular inside , damn funny .
HAhaa
Keep throwing things xD
The people working all stare AHAHAHHA !
BAck to wcp .
Sit there chatted and photo taking :D
Then , darkness arrived .
Muahahahah .
HAHAH
All at the place seated down .
Chat chat , then Astley took my bag and run !
ROWARRR!
So relax le , no sweating then run as if like 3 km run , hahah I exaggerating uh .
But yeah , sweat !
Hmmph >_<
Went back there rest , then Alan and Delong went to help us take away mac .
:D
Thanks C:
Seated there wait for them to come back and eat .
HOHOHO
They came back and we enjoy our dinner there .
Took pictures again .
HAhaha .
And off we go !
Went to find bus back to Jp .
:D reached le , actually wan drink Bubbletea , in the end drink mineral water .
>_<
But not bad , quench thirst .
:D
Take bus and alight at different stops .
:D
Hahaha .
Summary , waitwait , walkwalk , runrun , restrest ,eateat, pictures , runrun , backed home !
HAhahaha :D

HELLO !
Bet no one reading le .
Haha , but in any case Im just gonna blog about today !
Today , woke up at 11plus .
Thats late , didnt manage to go out with my mummy in the morning. D:
Luckily she's not angry :D
So after wake up le , use com awhile C:
Went to prepare all that , TADANNNGG !
Off from home .
Went down to wait for cab , cus seriously , meet my cousin 1.30 at BukitBatok , and of course , Im runnign late .
Furious !
I waited for about 30mins to get a cab .
Wth >_<
At first , a cab stops i cross the road , i went to say to BukitBatok , he say change shift , cannot go .
Then , another cab stops i cross back , i said BukitBatok when I in the cab , the uncle drove awhile , and I told him after BukitBatok go BukitTimah then go Suntec , he stop , say he cannot go to three destinations .
Wth again .
Alight , wait for another one .
Okay , got one , CROSS the road again . -.-
I open the door and say , can go BukitBatok,BukitTimah then Suntec .
He said he need go eat .
ROWWARRR !
Angry liao .
HAhhahaha .
Call for cab .
Waited for less than 7 mins .
Finally , on a cab , go to BukitBatok and BukitTimah to get both my cousins .
And off we go , to Suntec :D
Reach there , my cousin go get the Samsung Galaxy . (Woah)
Looks like iphone .
LOL !
Then went to decide where to eat .
LOL !
Anyway consecutive for 3 weeks go to Marina Square . ._.
Bored , i swear .
My cousin say go YukiYaki at first , i was like okay ..
Previously 2 weeks eat that , nevermind , one last time .
LOL !
But , luckily , went to eat seoul garden .
But still Bbq buffet type >_<
Gonna gain weight , soon !
Gosh .
Went there eateateateat !
Not bad ?
Got IceKachang :D
Went to take cab back home again .
Three places again , hahah .
My cousin house , westmall , my house here .
XD
Reached home , finally !
Tired !
Mayb not tired , mayb is beacuse my stomach too bloated .
C:

Today , didnt went to school again .
Although my mum was angry , haha , but still give me money .
Good yeah ? My mummy , lovehertruckloads .
Went to polyclinic after went to find my mum , woah , was so fast for the first time .
Went to Jurong Point after goin to the doctor , actually , Im not sick . :x
Hahah , went to have breakfast with brother .
After that went to arcade with him .
Played basketball one and the keep hitting one .
Hahahaa , my hand got blister -.-
Sian , pain sia .
Went back home , bro went to ntu study .
Their school so good ! Got teacher's day renewal , dun noe wad also , but no need go school one more day .
Hahahaa , backed home , watch Personal Preference , NICE !
Hahahaa , went to had my bath , and prepared to go to school !
After preparing , off i go , went to school .
Saw Jacelyn sitting eating spaghetti , sorry made you wait for so long .
Went to play basketball after that .
Think I was happy , yeah ..
Hahahaa ..
Lalalala~~~
Heard something , moodgone. *droplets* (icouldn'tcontrol)
Went home , with combination of emotions .
I found a way to deal with emotions now, although it might not deal all but a little is enough .
I walked the stairs up , hahahha , all the way , cooling down .
XD
It really works a little .
You'rewelcomeforthepresentandletter,Yeah! Idunwanfightanymore,Ihateit ..
Seriously .
Itmakesmeangry, and when Im angry, milliliters flow pass .
Thats why I hate being angry ...
Imalright, Itoldmyselftobestrong.Enjoylife,itsshort .
So, Imnotangry :D Imhappy,evenjustbyseeingyouput^^inthemsg.
And,itsokay,pastarepast.Cantreallydoanythingtofixit..
So,yeah, im not angry.:D (IfeellikeImafool)(patheticfool:C)

ANW !
IM SO GONNA LEARN WUSHU ! HOHOHO !

YEAH!
Im gonna be as happy as I can .
Thats me . ^^

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