Friday, August 27, 2010
No one taught me how to .
Im stuck , pretty long ..
Which is really awful .
Stupid mind of mine , cannot even decide things properly .
Hate it hate it ...
I wanted to ..
But i need more confident .
No matter how much words are said , not to step back , whatever .
Im still here thinking so much of it .
I dun mind myself getting hurt , really .
But im afraid to hurt others ..
When saw your pm again , whatever i've chit-chat , talked with her was all gone , the determination that uses 1 to 2 hours , can be affected by just that 15 to 30 seconds .
Saw your pm , i cried , although it was some malay words .
And when i see the song you listened , i went for a search , for the song , most importantly for the lyrics . After seeing those lyrics , the meaning .
Icriedharderthen.. Eventhoughiwishthelyricswillbecometrue.
I then randomly thought had negativesthoughts , mayb youliedtomeabouthowmuchyoulikedme(noonecanmeasure), Mayb youjustswantstogetrevenge, but all i think was its okay . Imokaywithit. Idkwhy but i think that it was okay just to betogether, really ..
Myheart just kept wandering off . I kept thinking , but the more i think the more im confuse, cannot confirm what is what .
Heartjustkeptswinginghereandthere, butwhenitswingstoyou , it bleeds,tearfalls,mymindruns .
Rowarr ! Vexed !
Someonetellmewhattodo...