Tuesday, August 24, 2010
For the past 30 plus 40 hours i've not been being my ownself .
Which is kind of pity ..
I've been quiet, crying,thinking.
But came to a conclusion , there is no use you hating me there , so pissed off with me .
And me over here crying over spilled milk .
Mayb the milk is too hot .
Thats why im scalded by it .
After netball training, i've chosen not to be quiet .
I need to be happy , and get on with life . LOL
There is still a long way for all of us .
So , I've decided to face it , not to avoid it .
Face it with smile and laughters ,so no bad luck ..
Hmm, if you're really pissed off with me , why not tell me why you are pissed off ?
Cus i seriously have no idea .
If its about enjoying your day , I swear ! It wasn't a sarcastic one .
But if it isn't , tell me what is it ?
Yeah , i know you need time to heal , who doesn't .
Even if you're pissed , by putting something on your pm , pissed me off somehow too .
Even though i dun noe why i cried about it , but my emotions just went out of control .
This is the first time I've taken something so seriously , mayb b'cus it contains vulgar and its about me ? Idk..
Ievenhugmymumandcrysohardly.
She said that she was about to cry with me too .
Gosh .
Ididnotwenttoschoolonmonday, b'cus im avoiding .
I know you hated me to get yourself being healed .
But why did you need to put it up there .
Life ain't easy for me as well .
If it really pisses me real off , Imgonna just hate you as well .
Till we're both healed , and be friends again ..
Ciao~