Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Im getting sick and tired of this .
Im breaking down , fixing and then breaking down .
Its just a cycle that does not seems to be ending .

I AM NOT GOIN TO REGRET !
ROWAR !
WHAT MAKES YOU THINK IM REGRETTING !
HEH !
Im a fool or what , saying i will regret .
But after seeing what you write , i wont .
Im not goin to look pathetic , no more .
Its not too late , cus im aint gonna regret .
Well , Im agitated, I know .
Bitter gourd is just far too bitter , well , I dun like the bitterness .
So why am i forcing myself to eat it .
Such a fool I am , Im quitting .
No more bittergourd for me .

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One day i WILL be fine .
Just one day ..
Its only when the one day comes .

I remembered , the place once sat together , chit-chatted .
The place where waited bus together .
Haha , the one day comes when this all memories become numb to me .
Willingly to be kept deep inside my heart .
I will then be fine .

I seems to be okay now , I can sing happily in the Kbox .
I can stop being quiet , I can keep talking non-stop .
I can keep laughing , I can keep smiling .
I can text with emotions .
I can do mostly everything like the original ME !
WOOHOOO !
butyeahthereisstillsomethingican't..

Monday, August 30, 2010

Isbittergourdgonnatastesweetoneday?
Im just an ordinary person .. Haa .
Telling my mind to do something , yet my heart is thinking about that thing .
Sighh . hahaaa .
Missingyou...
Tryingnottomissyou >_< ! ..

Sunday, August 29, 2010

I wish you could splatter all your thoughts and feelings and let me know .
i just had hopes ...
But mayb there isn't, Im just having wishful thinking ...

Extracted out from Low Kay Hwa's Book :
-As long there is still love , there is still hope.
-What matters most is not how long , but how deep ..
Eventhoughitsnotlong,justthat27days.
Itcanleadmetosuchastate,soyeah..
Itsdeepenoughtohurt.
Haa..
Ciao`


Can i not be affected ? Please ..
Im starting to like red colour ! :D
IM still LOVING purple .
Hahah...
Imstartingtoeatbittergourdtoo...
Although its bitter .
Haa..D:

Had a dream , a scary one .
Stupid nightmare ! I hate it !
Im dead in my nightmare and so on ..
I tried to wake up in my dream but i couldnt until later i woke up .
Luckily,butmyfacecoveredwithtears .
Whoosh !
Sighh , sometimes i wish i was kidnapped or die .
but i know when im either kidnapped or die , i will wan to not be neither of that .
Cus its scary , when you're alone .

Im back!
Or mayb not . Haha
:D
Cheer up everyone ! ;]

Saturday, August 28, 2010

  1. If you let go , i will let go too .
  2. If you dont regret , i wont regret too .
  3. If you are hurt , im gonna be hurt too .
Everything is gonna be okay ..
Sinceyouarenotholdingback,whatcanidobyholdingitbackalone .
There'snothingicando.alone.
I will put up a look , hopefully a look thats the original version of me .
Yeah ..