Tuesday, September 1, 2009
hello , Labels: i miss him(s)
hmm this few daes free but cannot go out onli sat went out wif stella
my grandpa pass away on 25th August 7.42pm
really sad , wanted to visit him wif my mum and dad de but i wan use com den never go den my mum called me sae he in serious condition ):
cried when callin stella ...
feel so sad .
wed never go sku ,
went to de funeral dere .
wrote my chinese diary .
and went home after tat went to sku on thrus and fri .
fri went home bath den go overnight at dere.
so reach dere go wear one extra white clothe.
den pray .
den went to burn de papers .
when burnin my mum came inside and chit chatted
wif my cousin and me
dun why my mum suddenly sae until wad i sae durin my dreams after i took care of my ah gong after de dec and june holidae last last year den
i said ah gong wan drink water in teochew.
cuz i dun noe how to sae so learn some when i takin care of my ah gong wif my few good cousins.
den i cried at tat moment .
i turn my head away tears drop.
i tink about some moments wif my ah gong.
tinkin those daes which i was wake up by him so early . lik 4?
den he sae go tak bus go marichie reservoir (dun noe how to spell )
den almost everydae i tink go dere walk den bus-ed back to my ah gong de shop.
den i sleep
till mornin wake up due to de noisi-nest at 6++am
den went continue sleepin . till 9++ cousin homed us back.
den headed home bath den meet wif stella at 1 but too tired slept den 2.42 den wake up so meet 3 i tink
went jp to look for caps .
but dun have wan de so went to arcade see see look look den went to mr bean to buy icy pearly.
went to tak 198 stella accompanied me.
den headed back to de funeral dere overnight .
till mornin again headed home bath .
bath le rest awhile
den my dad and mum veri funni
sae go tak bus but walk veri far den sae tak cab but rainin wait for cab later got rain make until den sae bus again den in de end got cab in de shelter so took cab dere.
den got de priests chanted .
den we do some kind of drills.
den woah last min tell me cannot tie hair damn many clips den my hair messy. ~.~
den go home aqain bath.
bath le cuz my cousins sae go back watch finale destination 1,2,3
den my bro wan to go but sleep so soundly so didnt go .
lucky he , i went dere go up de house they sleep le.
i sleep at de staircase around de room dere lol cuz got cousins sleepin blockin my wae to another side of de house den sleep dere but got many parts ache.
lol den my one cousin walk up also went to sleep de stairs dere den one cousin come up bath.
how much i hope him to bath as loud as possible .
wake other cousins up to watch cuz borin and i so called force my self to sleep .
den got place to sleep le ( :
went to sleep till mornin . ( :
not cause awake by noise xD
den went to down to down .
den have breakfast.
so prepare sth .
got some drills aqain .
den its finally time for my ah gong to be bury.
many ppl cry.
i dun noe why my tears arent fallin tat time i couldnt cry.
im sad . but not cryin .
i tink im really those who are suitable for laughin not cryin .
but why am i alwaes cryin over small matters ?
and shouldnt i cry over this ?
i dun noe.
hmm .... went back dere have lunch anywae i tink this is also de time for de family bondin cuz lik so call more closer wif some cousins.
den went to wash some photos out for my ah gong nephew.
woah! HE lik 40++ or 50++ got 8 children .
he goin back to china todae 8 am
so went for instant printin .
den when go back many cousins went home le.
my mum and dad also went back without my bro and me.
so bus-ed home ourselves. ) :
went to buy ice-creams at de minimart under my block .
todae went out wif stella to jp to play arcade and do hw.
finally, ate mac . mc flurry and shaker fries.
actually wif some cousins goin mc to eat de but got rain and after tat they sleep so didnt go ) :(when at de funeral)
until juz now finally eat.
bought mcflurry den walk stella home den walk home myself cuz ate fast food.
so walk home.
come home le bath on com use.
byebye .
not really long.
cuz got many daes de .