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2011-08-10T19:14:00.000-07:00

Fairytales .
Trust .
Hopes .
Lalalalalalal ! ~~
If only relationship can really long and also with the happiness from the starting we once felt .
The feeling that you really look forward for every time , and the curiosity .
Maybe if all this stays and that is when the relationship will long ?
So should we start it at a later age ?
Or ?
Nahanahnah ~

2011-06-09T09:15:00.000-07:00

Trust takes a hell lots of time to build up but a small little lie can break it .
What's more is , you don't even know if you can gain it back fully , like it is, in the past .

2011-03-14T20:28:00.000-07:00

Hihi !
Long time never come blog :P
March HOLIDAY !
Woots .
I'm bored now ttm , alright ?
Tantehlong, slept at 4plus ._.
Need wait him wake up :O
Watched the detective conan ! NICENICE !
HAHAH !
Later dont know got go play basketball or what >,<
Cus if rain then maybe its acid rain .
LMAO!
Later become bald uhh .
And skin cancer , whatever .
Japan ,so unexpected , got both disaster strike them .
Poor thing .
Hmm , stop here :3
Imtlt

2011-02-27T08:09:00.000-08:00

Happy first monthsary , dear♥
I love you :3

2011-02-26T06:52:00.000-08:00

Hey !
Back !
Went to Ah lan's house at afternoon and went to pioneer mrt station waited for bby they all .
In the end went to find them at Jp .
Alright , headed back to train and trained to city hall .
Otw there , got one uncle go ask Chanzi how old -.-
See him also not very old lo ._.
Reached city hall and went to look for things to eat :D
Ate long john silver <:
Oh ya ! Bought bracelet for bby , couple one ;p
He bought necklace :3
HAHA ! I got so many necklace now !!
Gosh !
Andand, when walking at the marina there , got one person , those wedding kind one , go like ask me, give me the brochure he holding .
LMAO !
Keep shakeshake head :x
Eat le go arcade slack and like only 2hour plus after we eat ljs, we went to ate buffet >,<
Steamboat one .
Hotpot culture /:
Okay , eat le walkwalk , and walk to suntec .
I keep laughing non-stop .
Like seriously ?
From marina walk to suntec keep laughing :3
Anwanw !! Ah lan fall ! HAHAHA !
WHen he slide , I was like telling bby so fun!
Then the next moment he fell , badmouth ;x
Go suntec there le then take 502 and bused home ! :D
Everyone like complaining on the bus , funnydie .
Funniest one is laoahpek, chanzi.
:P
Reach Gekpoh there Leslie went home , Alan chiong to gp toilet and find parents I think and bye to Chanzi and Zhengann . C:
Walk home with bby♥
Another 57mins our First Month :D ♥♥

2011-02-25T16:59:00.000-08:00

Hi ! :D
:3
Lazy to come update blog ;p
Later on going to celebrate advance 1st monthsary with longlong♥ :DD
HAHAH !
think going Suntec/marina there .
YAY ! Tomorrow 1st month le ! So fast and slow !
C;
Shall blog after I come home :>
Happy advance 1st monthsary dear ! ♥

2011-02-18T05:50:00.000-08:00

I'm lazy to update this blog >:
But yeah , here to update (:
14/2/2011
Got school on valentine's /;
Went to school and oh yeah ?
Last match with ZhengHua .
Okay , got trash .
Only won once throughout the zonal .
>:
Sad die .
Hope the next batch will have better achievements !
After match , went back to school to debrief .
After that went home and bath quickly :p
Went to Jp to find Hui'er and Jacelyn .
Met le go take bus and head to Astley's house .
Played majong :x
I dont really know how to play .
Bby, leslie Chanzi they all there .
Chanzi like pro sia . :3
After that walked to Gekpoh there and took bus home .
Reach bus stop say byebye to Hui'er and walked to the lift .
:3
Decided to have a walk at the park cus too early to go home :D
Sat down and talktalk with bby♥
He sent me home after that C:

15/2
Skipped selfstudy :P
Went to watch the c division last match .
But unfortunately , it rains and was postponed again .
Wondering if we are the dark clouds :/
Haha , but good for us :D
Head to Jp early to find Hui'er's birthday present :D
Went there walk around with Jacelyn and 4plus 5 Bby came over to find us .
Walkwalk around again and bought the presents .
It was so piglet ! :DD
Hui'er like it , YAY ! (:
Actually need to go early cus mummy want me go her friend house eat yusheng .
In the end no need le , so walked home with bby and ah lan .
Bby walked me home again♥
He so good laa, love him :3
16/2/2011 !
HappyBirthday Hui'er !
Happy 5th month anniversary with Leslie too ! :D
After school , have nothing on !
Hell yeah !
Went home and quickly bath .
Make bi and zm wait long? okok ?
:x
Cab to bby's house and he go bath I watch tv and write the card :D
Prepare okay le cab down to sakae .
Ate buffet , go inside saw brother eating with friends :p
The buffet last time like better .
Now like not very nice :s
After buffet , went to jp walkwalk .
After that walked , homed moria and bye to andy .
Walk with bby till my house .
:D
17/2/
Omg , woke up late today .
Told bby I going late and he come find me !
>: Guilty me .
-Made him late .
-Made him run .
-Made hime got his phone locked .
-Made him stay in school till 5plus 6 .
///:
Rowar !
After that separate ways with bby as Lala going my house with me and ~~
Head to Jp after that , asked the singtel why my bill 200++ again .
OMG laa .
Then head to eat YTF , NICE :D
Bought Sundae and slack at playground and talktalktalk :3
18/2
Yay ! Its friday !
After school , skip everything in school , head home and rest .
Omg , Im tired of studying can ?
Dont feel like studying , but later no education , no future -.-
But my education now sucks ttm can ? .__.
I dont even know there's history and social study test today .
And brought both history and social study cus I dont know which is it today , heavy X;
After doing some of my coursework ,( really a little) , bby came over and took bus to jp with him .
Went to find ah lan , who is emo flying kites .
Slacked there :D
Instead of doing my homework , I spent my time there see kites and chitchat with bby :D
Sundae with bby♥
He accompany me bused home , keep lying to me horh !
@;
Weekends, sigh.
two days can't see bby le .
>,<
Going Je library tmr :3

TDL;27th♥

2011-02-06T05:30:00.001-08:00

Bambam !
This year New year damn boring O;
First day of new year , go 4thuncle's house and hahah ! I think I'm the tallest among there .
Eat finish text with bby .
He came over to find me :D
Met , and sit down at the stone table awhile chit chatted .
Got his cousins , samuel and another one :3
Went to arcade afterwards .
Played pool .
._.
Brother call and ask me to go back , cause my bag left there >,<
So go back and he accompany me go back .
Hahah , I ran over there with that super high heels .
Cool or what :P
Went back and play pool .
Play le go play lan .
LOL
Chinese new year play lan .
Funny or what .
Brother and nephew came too afterwards .
Play le Bby they all need go his house and celebrate and I stay back with my brother they all .
D;
Say byebye le then eat maggie at the lan shop .
Lmao .
Cus share with bro so bought another chicken curry one .
EE , not nice one that one .
Brother go his gf there and left me and my nephew play till 8plus . And head home afterwards .
Keep complaining I want to eat yusheng hahahs .
2nd day of new year went taman jurong with cousin nephew mummy and brother to play arcade .
HAHAHAH!
Like really , is this cny ?
>.<
Played for 2 hour like that .
Went back to jurong .
Something happened .
And went to lakeshore and slack awhile le head to 653a and slack there again .
All arrived le and , FINALLLLLLY .
'Lao Yu Sheng '
:DDDDD
HAHAH !
Damn nice lo .
Eat le adults gambled and we watched Shaolin Football .
Watched and watched the adults play and head home afterwards .
Reached home drank wine again . :3
Mummy say drink le can sleep better :P
Hahah .
3rd day of cny .
Met with Pillowlaaaaa and Gwen :3
Like YAY ?!
Went to take mrt to sengkang , go Bby's daddy shop eat :D
HAHAHAHAH !
On the journey funny .
:D
Wait for him at outram park mrt station , thot he reach there le lo .
Then when he alight saw his sister .
Xia dao yi xia >.<
Take purple line together and reached there .
Tadaaaaaaaaaa .
Ate crab , cereal prawn , lala with vermicelli and pork rib . :3
Nice !
:D
Hahah we eat damn long and super funny .
Eat untiul very messy and figuring how to eat the crab .
Damn fun laaa ! Want to go eat with them again !! :DDDD
And head back to Jp , went to mac and ate mcflurry .
Jonas came over .
D: with heels we are still shorter than him .
Anw , Hahaha , bby like still taller or same height with me sia , with the heels .
:p
Thot taller than him .
Actully wanted to watch late night movie , mummy dont let D:
And so bye to stella and me and gwen anyhow walkwalk .
Walked to fairprice and challenged .
HEHE :3
We went to buy breezer .
At first at there we keep looking which counter got young ppl , but all aunties .
Then keep thinking what to say if they asked for ic , say didnt bring ?
Hahaha , then I walked to one counter and the auntie just scan the bottle over :3
Success . :D
We were like wanting to laugh but didnt .
Buy le walk the valley there and laughed !
Lmao !
Walk around and sat down at the whitecoffee there .
Sat down and , hmm ? How to open ._.
Tried every method we can and still cannot open .
So I took the bottle and asked the yoghurt ppl got opener ?
And he say got .
Hahah , so took gwen's one also , and the xia lan kia talk , ehhy , you're the netballer from pioneer right ? ._. -'-
Open say ty to the person , drink finish le head to interchange .
Got one bus driver ask if me and gwen are twins .
Hahahs , cus wearing same clothes and heels . /:
On bus , funny , trying to balance .
:3
Reached home bath and rested .
Today , went to my auntie's house and ate steamboat .
Eat le they they gamble ._.
I play phone .
Lol , after that went to lakeshore.
And see people gamble again @;
Play with dog and see them gamble .
Boring laaa .
Head home 8plus.
I think I still have homework haven do x;
Tmr then see how :p
Today didnt see bby D:
misshimlenahh >:
Tmr still got self study , training and tuition OMG ! .
._______.
K lahh , end my boring long post here .

2011-02-02T08:18:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year ! :3

Too tired to go to school today .
Gosh , going o's this year .
Like keep never go school /:
Whatever .
Woke up , do stuffs and bath (:
Met longlong and Zhaoming at my house downstairs and bus-ed to long's house .
:D
Zhaoming is supreme funny I swear .
LOL .
He zi high .
Gags .
Reach the bus stop say byebye and head to his house :3
Wah , used maybe close to 1 hour , he then go bath .
Rowar ! What's about 'ji tui' @; ( chicken leg/thigh )
Raaaar .
Anw , head to polyclinic .
Unfortunately , the clinic is closed .
Dialed mummy , ask her write letter .
Lol , brother say help him tidy then got letter .
.__.
Dont care .
Went to ate kfc at 500plus there and walk back to bby's house .
Reached and watch tv hahahahah .
Head back home afterwards .
:3
Go home use com and go jp with brother and his gf .
They buy beanie for their friend .
And send her home and we head straight down to uncle's house .
Reached and ate dinner .
Wathed tv, play with dog .
Fun , tired .
Slept while only three adults gamble .
.___.
Gamble , I find its not suitable for me .
Always lose no matter what >:
Hahah .
Head home and now , mummy want drink red wine .
Bet its cheap those kind :P
Hahah !
Ciao !

Imissyou>:

2011-02-01T04:50:00.000-08:00

BOO !
Since last year to 30 jan finally came ! LMAO .
Damn happy .
Okay .
Anw, this few days like super sick, tired and many more ._.
So busy laaa .
ROWAR !
Keep do homework do homework ( I think )
But its just , busy .
Went for training and self study .
Didnt went training yesterday .
Friday's traring was like AWESOME .
Ran like 5km like that or more O:
Saturday went to do homework with LA and JACELYN !
Finished homework :3
Damn happy la sunday went shopping with no frowns .
Bwahahaha .
Shop for high heels and buy one heels like so high ?
Omg laa , go home measure , 3.3 inches ( 8 cm likethat )
Then begin to regret , cus later will taller than bby le
D:
Omg laa .______.
so after buying the heels at Charles & Keith head to far east as there's not really clothes we want from 313 .
Bought clothes at far east and went to suntec and look for covers :D
Bought a nicenice (Y) cover with GWEN .
And went back to Jp .
Bought clothes again at jp and went home .
:D
Our legs are like breaking anytime.
LOL
Keep complaining .
:D
But I love THAT DAY ! :D
Today self study and went back home change and go cut my hair !
Its short now !
My fringe only .
Then head to Jp to find Dr. Tan :3
Go return library books and go buy chendol and walk around jp .
Head home aftermath .
Walked back , fun journey C;
Reached lift and bid byes .

Longlong<3

2011-01-23T08:39:00.000-08:00

Going sleep soon .
So yeah , a quick post before I forget everything .
Went to Resort World Sentosa with Jacelyn today to watch the circus performance .
Went there the entrance saw a notice , then realize the show was canceled till 26Jan ._.
Unlucky 23 . //:
So went to walk around the place there bought popcorn , it was nice .
And Jacelyn daddy came to fetch us for dinner .
Dinner at chinatown and went to fetch her sister .
And homed .
Okay , night !

2011-01-22T06:58:00.000-08:00

Hi .
Woke up 9plus today .
HAHA
I thot I can do much better than this .
Wake up le use com , see until my cousin pm me .
She say got two circus ticket ask me want anot .
Hahah !
Never see before circus live one >,<
So okay :D
Asked Delong , but he got work .
Then , asked Stella , Jacelyn and Shuhui .
Stella and Shuhui , tomorrow got school , and do homework .
Jacelyn say okay .
:D
YAY !
So tomorrow gonna watch circus performance !
Yiiippppppppppyy .
Okay , then went to prepare to go hongkah village there .
My cousin left the tickets with my auntie .
Went there take le , wanted to go do homework .
But in bus sleeping , feel very tired .
So hesitating , go home sleep or go do homework ?
Ta dang ~
Let's go home sleep .
Okay , reached home on com , and slept .
LOL .
Sleep , got bad dream .
-.-
Take nap also dream bad dream .
Like in hell , so torturing .
Fuck that dream .
Then used com awhile again , go find Shuhui .
Take from her a chinese exercise book to do my letter writing .
Met pillowlaa on bus .
:3
Went to eat Carl's Junior !
Hahas .
Damn funny , I swear .
We laugh until very full.
And until no breathe .
Keep laughing like almost 20mins .
Most funny thing was in the fairprice .
Got one ah nehh , really make us laugh our ass off !
:P
Bought the cooling water bottle :D
And went home .
Walked home as usual .
Damn excited about tomorrow !

IlybutIhy.
Whyisitalwayslikethis .
WhenIstartedtogive,you'restartingtokeep.
Ihatethis,seriously.
<3

2011-01-21T06:21:00.000-08:00

Hii !
Angry , sad , disappointed , happy , funny .
Okay , angry , because yesterday and today's game , emotion out of control .
I know .
Like whatthehell , yeah ?
Yesterday vs hongkah, won , but not too much .
Then got pissed by their violence .
._.
Is it enthusiasm or violent ?
-.-
For today , we lost , got trash .
But we did much better than yesterday .
:D
The person so what siol .
ROWAR !
Jasmir was like defending her and the person tell her not to push .
What the hell ? I was like , Hey ! Its a game .
Then she said no need to push one right ?
Jiaojiao , pissed , she can push ppl , ppl push then at there bark .

How am I going to change my bad habit ?
Its frustrating laa , angry ownself stupidstupid tears come out -'-

Whatever .
Funny thing was got one tall girl she damn funny can .
When on court she say she tell me something later , I was like oh okay .
Then she ask , do we look like McDonald ?
LOL !
And her shoulder accidentally hit my cheek , she's really tall .
Kinda sick ._.
Tired !
I need sleep ~

Ily .

2011-01-18T07:42:00.000-08:00

Boo !
Hi , wahwah , today stayed back for self study ._.
For about 1hr proceed to fnn kitchen le .
:/
Go there like do nothing , slack and do abit homework .
Talk there and listen to music .
Waste time only .
After selfstudy , go coffee shop with hui'er and bought beancurb to eat .
And Alan call .
Okay, go home prepare and went to safra park to find him .
Saw him , LOL
Got ppl string tangled with his and he trying to get it out .
The person damn hilarious .
So I 'DO' my homework there .
HAHA !
Only wrote my name .
And 820like that head back to Jp , Alan eat BurgerKing and I do my HW :D
After awhile ,Delong came .
He also ate his dinner there .
Walk home after that .

Lalala <3

2011-01-17T07:56:00.000-08:00

Oh my .
Like finally ?
Finished my course work , task analysis and maths homework :D
Well done , Meili .
You rock :3
But still fuck your life .
:/
No life sia .
Today quickly chiong the timetable and the relfection for Nathan .
And all I rmb is that , the time table keep repeating , hours and hours of self study @ home and @ school .
Bet I only wrote it for fun .
So today match was with HongKahSec .
But due to the rain , vroom , heavy downpour .
Postpone .
Nice one laa .
>,< I hope .
Haha .
Okay , its turning late . Night !

I think I like him :/

2011-01-15T08:24:00.000-08:00

Lai .
Ello !
Haha .
So morning , went back school to play friendly match with the seniors .
then accompany Jacelyn go eat rojak at 815 .
Went home prepare .
Met with Delong , and bus-ed down to Jp and trained to Jookoon .
Meet Shuhui they all , go train again and down at pioneer .
Zhengann go buy water then back to train and down to Marina barrage .
Took shuttle bus .
Okay , then it rains .
Go there the cafe and drank a drink Chocolate Decadence .
Okay , like no chocolate taste like that ._. All coffee taste .
-.-
Then , drink le slack there awhile , 5pm plus .
Went off with Delong first .
He go work , I go find pillowlaa for dinner again :D
Hahas , took shuttlebus back .
Woahwoah .
I'm wet .
Awesome .
Took mrt , and byes to Delong at OutramPark .
And back to Jp .
Pillowlaa , just in time msg me her lesson over , 6plus only .
I thot she 7 like that end .
Woots , waited for her awhile and went to Wendy's for dinner again !
The rain was heavy >,<
So ran into the shop , as it was like an independent building ._.
Not really a shelter leading to it .
Upsize cus need to wait for the rain to get smaller .
Bought 1/2pound DOUBLE .
Hehe , it's nice .
And we chitchatted alot .
Hwahahah .
After that went to walk around for digestion .
And we spotted a real cool machine :DD
Went to register everything .
And Hui'er say she reach Jp le , wanted to go home together , but feel like walking home .
So bye to pillowlaa , waited at the interchange for hui'er like about 1min ? :P
And msg-ed hui'er I go home first .
So walked home :D
Flashbacks are awesome .
Memories are great .
HAHA .
Homesweethome about 10plus or 11plus .
;D Night peeps .

2011-01-14T06:24:00.000-08:00

Aww man .
Was unlucky today D;
So long never fall down and bled ._.
Fell twice today .
Pro hurh me :D
-.-
Slip down while picking ball on the floor , butt hurts .
But not like NgeeAnn that one so pain .
Then , YES .
Lightning alert was like finally off .
So went to play courtgame .
So and so and when training in the semi-circle ,
the graduated senior came .
Coach ask for her to let them know how to run in a semi-circle .
So I tripped over .
(Y)
Fall le go Ms Kamisah there .

Woah O.O
The first aid kit was like nothing inside .
She say no more alcohol wipes , no cotton ._.
Saw a packet of alcohol wipes !
Take le , wipe , the blood wont stop ._______.
Stop le , bandage .
Go see they play and , yes .
Im training again .
Hahahah , but not that pain .
Went to Jp buy the dressing strip for my wounded knee .
And ate ljs with ahla and jacelyn .
Walked home .
Reach home , bath , the water go pass the wound till numb hahaha .
:D

2011-01-13T06:45:00.000-08:00

Stress nowadays .
>:
The principal of my school , speechless .
Shouldn't it be April for the graduating classes to stop CCAs ?
Now already say next week everyday 6pm then can go home .
Adding hell lots of stress to us .
Asking us to do this and that .
Gosh .
Anw , YES !
Netball in Pioneer is like finally looking like a real netball team :D
The discipline like more strict , although don't like but GOOD .
Whoots ;D
So the training get a little tougher too , I suppose .
Oh man , there's morning jog now .
Due to the upcoming zonal competition .
>;
But it's okay , train fit (;
Only morning , need wake up early and jog for 10rounds and bath so go study better .
If not sticky sticky one );

Worriednow>:

2011-01-12T08:19:00.000-08:00

*Yawns*
Hi peeps .
Tired ttm .
:/
Update when there's time .
Things gonna start up right , I hope .
Post about today will be this short .
Alright , night ! ;)
I love you mummy and daddy ! <3

2011-01-11T08:13:00.000-08:00

Hi .
Emotional day >:
At first go school , the workshop was hilarious .
It was fun , the fun didn't stop until the end of the day .
It just became rather tense up .
That triggers the our really ownself inside of our own body .
Hiding , afraid of the society .
Okay .
so yeah , was motivated .
But seriously , I want the motivation to last long , of course .
But , really don't know how long it will last .
Just gonna trust myself .
But whatever , just that everyone can understand one another more , won't criticize base on what they see (Y) le :D
We have definitely become more mature through this workshop .
Honestly , Adam Khoo's company rawrks laa .
<3
Hahah , they can be serious but funny too .
The last part of the day was tearing part .
Almost everyone were crying .
Those who didn't cry , must be feeling the same as us as well just that your tear didn't work (;
Disgusting part was , when we were asked to rest our elbows on our laps , with curved palms over eyebrowns , crying , my mucus damn funny .
Got one long drip ewww , quickly take tissue .
Haha .
We know all those things he said , those things we knew it happened , just that we took things for granted .
Tearing was because I knew I had not be a good daughter , doing unfilial which I'm not even suppose to have a thought about it .
But we are all human beings , learn from mistakes .
:D
So gonna begin with having positive confident .
Don't care what others judge me . *GLARES*
LOL .
Be myself , there's nothing wrong being myself .
Be happy :D
Make my laughter and smiles contagious :3
HAHA .
This was all done before I enters Secondary School .
Shows how much a person can change just within a merely 4years .
Amazing .
I want to be back my old self !
Anw , wrote letters to my daddy and mummy .
Hahah , (:
Hope they know what I'm trying to say .
I love you ! Mummy and Daddy ! <3

2011-01-10T05:44:00.000-08:00

Harlow .
Okay , today didn't go school .
._.
Woke up late as I talk till midnight plus then go sleep .
:x
Hahaha .
Siblings talking :D
Great conversation .
We talk about when we were young what are our thoughts etcetc .
Hahah .
When we're young we're all so naive .
Miss those pass when really , only bad guys are scary .
But now , people who appears good with masks sucks alot .
More than a typical bad guy .
Thinkthink , HAHA .
You're a fool .
I finally understands .
You don't even know a shyt .
Haha , so just stop thinking that you know .
Seriously .
9plus met Hui'er and go polyclinic .
She super fast lo .
And I still there waiting after she take her medication and foot her bill .
Awesome laa .
See the doctor le , foot my bill and we walked to 500plus there the PasaMalam .
Ate wafflehotdog and breadprawn .
SHe ate seaweedchicken and sausage .
Get on bus , go 815 get my lunch and went home .
She go home have rest I go home use computer .
Lmao .
5plus meet again .
Go tuition together :D
The tuition there now like farking cool .
Now use thumbprints to sign in .
O:
And the class bigger le .
Haha got new peeps .
And we are still as usual the noisy ones :x
Anw , watched finisjed IRIS le .
Yeeps ;D
Reached home bath use com .
Now parents like quarreling >,<
-.-
Dont nag me can le .

<3:d

2011-01-09T07:15:00.000-08:00

Ka-booo .
:D
Went to the library today , Hui'er want to return book and lend book .
I so good pei her go ar .
HAHA .
Wake up today around 1.20pm like that .
Wth .
So late .
D:
Tired laaaaaaa .
Prepare le watch IRIS .
HOHO .
Nice :D
But watch it like 3 days le , a bit a bit watch , so haven watch finish >,<
So go meet Hui'er le go return book , she never tell me she want lend book at first @;
Make me so paisehhy .
I walk away :x
Then she say ehhy , I want to borrow book lehy .
Bwuah .
Gostan , okay , let's go in .
Inside the library we are loud :D
Damn proud .
Hahah , choose the book like what only .
She choose I snatch and treat it like mine C;
Thanks .
Hahah , in the end return her the book she wanted most . :/
See I so good (;
Went to Carl's junior and bought a drink sat there till like 7plus or 8plus ?
Go popular there buy pen refill-er .
And walked home .
Long way , but shorter than yesterday .
Came to think that , I usually walk the long way home sia :/
Since long time ago .
Only sometimes walk the Gekpoh way . LOL
Who cares .
Hahah , walk to coffee shop and we both bought a mee fen and hokkien mee and share .
Wah , the hokkien mee machiam use dark soy sauce to cook one .
SO black and salty .
But nice ;D
Eat le and slack awhile and bid goodbyes .
Reach home , act like I sick .
Go drink the aloe vera health product thingy .
Mummy ask , throat pain ?
Me : YA !
HAHA .
That's my only reason of drinking that in front of her .
Please , think that I'm unwell and no school :x
Hui'er also not going school she sick .
And that tempted me not to go school too .
But feeling like don't know want to see those seniors sad and happy face anot .
Bwahahah .
Evildie .
Better is my o level chinese badbad grade .
Hmmph .
Shall stop here .
:D

2011-01-08T08:44:00.000-08:00

Just infatuation .
It's not love .
3years1month .

2011-01-08T06:40:00.000-08:00

Yooohooo .
Baboom .
I'm starting to love the days :D
Everything have been well .
Except for holidays homework that aren't done yet :/
Haha .
Trouble doing it .
D:
That's my only headache .
Wah sehyy , Monday going take 'o' level chinese result .
Please ! Bad grade .
If not later not excuse drop Hmt .
Mama fly , need drop hmt also need write letter and the grades previously .
Provided may not even allowed to drop !
Wth , what rule is that ?
Rowar , stuubit school .
Forget it .
Today , went to Singapore poly , luckily didn't fell down :x
Singapore poly open house like so boring , cannot be compared to NgeeAnn's .
So big somemore O;
Went to the foodcourt and drank wintermelon . Nice (L)
And ate ahlaa's daddy's shop the sweet potato <333
Eat le go walk and rest awhile and take Mrt back to boonlay .
Was like ruching to her house and rushing to the bus stop .
We even ran for it );
So tired . But fun :D
Laughing while running , bo stamina liao .
She going late for her dance lesson .
So board the bus , hew , heng ar never miss that bus .
She meet Yuling on the bus and I alight when she board the bus .
Went home , use com , rest .
Woohoo .
Let's go dinner baby (;
Dinner-ed with Pillowlaa .
Hahas , ate Wendy's , not bad what , why people say not very nice ?
:/
Walked around Jp , go cotton on see/try clothes .
Pillowlaa wait outside the shop for me , sorry .
The queue very long , make you wait so long . :x
And go arcade there and go home .
Have a super long walk back home .
;D
I love night walk .

2011-01-06T07:25:00.000-08:00

Rowar , embarrassing day , today .
Shall not elaborate much .
Wentr Ngee Ann today for their Open House .
Bad day .
But okay still have fun .
Queued for candy floss .
Hahs .
Cheer their cheer and get a Ngee Ann shirt .
We spent about 1hour plus to get back to Jurong .
Wth laa
Wait for 154 , so many people , next bus 20 mins .
So took 184 to Clementi Mrt station .
Let 2 train go , cus got so many people stand so near the door .
And the train was like , woah .
Full ._.
So the third one , we go in , squeezed .
Laughs , keep laughing .
Damn funny .
Reach Jp , bought snackers from KFC .
And say byebye to ah laa .
And 243G was full when we reach there , wait again .
8plus then reach home :\
Omg , damn tired and pain .
Bath , watched finish Sherlock Holmes .
Hahah , nice .
And decided to do my homework .
1 question le now using com , and feeling sleepy .
LOL :x
Night !
boring post-.-

2011-01-05T06:54:00.000-08:00

Oh , hi .
School was boring .
Okay .
Nathan like everyday got his damn awesome speech ._.
Keep talking shouting non-stop .
Pity the Sec 1s .
Still got 3 4 years to go .
Haha .
So Chemistry today , heng arh .
Ms Neo take our class .
Ms tay was like kinda strict ._.
Mama fly , GT sit damn near sia .
Shift shift , shift towards the wall there hahah , but Deni still can smell .
Laughs .
Fall asleep , wake up liao , Deni say mayb I faint .
HAHA !
After Chem , chiong ar .
: Ms Neo , I want change seat !
Deni : I ALSO WANT !
LOL .
So we changed seat YAY !
<:
After school stay back at school gwen eat the malay stall one .
I eat the CHICKEN thingy .
Haha .
Slack awhile , go home .
Bath , watched Sherlock Holmes .
Haven finish yet :/
Then watch till halfway sleepy , go sleep .
Wake up prepare go wushu .
Reach there no people .
Lol , play Smurfs Village .
Not bad , fun .
Haha , after Wushu they eat KFC .
Eat le walk home with Delong then byebye .
Home , bath , going do maths >,<
So fast got homework ! @:
Do finish then watch Sherlock Holmes :D

2011-01-04T06:00:00.001-08:00

Blablabla .
Hi .
Oh my god .
First day school .
Hurhhurh .
Special case for our class we went to the computerlab for the morning assembly .
Secret :x
Lol .
Like no lessons like that only got 2 periods of F&N I think .
Recess , wth .
The stall cheat our feelings .
That time when we voted for them they taste great .
Now eat like , BOO .
Lmao .
After recess , old eagle talk .
Lalalala , never really listen .
Fall asleep :/
Only video part wake up .
HAHA !
Okay , after school stay around school awhile and go to gekpoh and buy bubbletea .
Buy le go CD shop see got what nice show can catch at home :P
So note down le come home and load .
Wahaha , evildie .
;3
Watch finish camp rock 1 & 2 le .
YIPPEE !
So watched the lastest episode of Love Buffet .
Next episode Xiu coming out , gosh .
LOL
Sian , need do eagle thing , on eagle foolscap and by tomorrow need to hand in to old eagle ._.
Rowar !
;\

2011-01-03T07:07:00.000-08:00

AHA .
Today wake up le load Camp Rock :D
Wahahah .
Its nice .
Joe Jonas good looking laaa .
Gosh .
Watch half way 11plus , Alan say 12 meet .
._.
Chiong go bath .
But haha , drying hair and watching the movie .
Wanted to meet Shuhui and Alan but they going le so ):
Nvm , watch the movie then :D
Watch until 1plus or 2 then go take bus :x
Ps arh .
Haha , took Mrt to Queensway .
And at the laksa there eat .
Alan so scary .
Ate 7$ laksa .
OMG !
And Delong came afterwards and ate laksa too .
I ate the Tutu Kueh (Y)
Haha !
And they look for shoes , I look for clothes .
)': Haven buy new tops O;
So long le .
Then went to Vivo and Shuhui they all buy Domo Keychain .
Saw Jana there LOL !
Funny die , he went into the sports shop and shoo us .
):
Bad sia .
Haha , and Shuhui they all went back to Boon lay .
Me , Alan and Delong went to SengKang .
Go there the arcade , LOL LA .
Alan play the Maximum tune , the steering wheel he go turn so hard then got error .
Everytime like that .
The person there like fierce siol .
Then Alan play and versus one small boy .
He go scold the small boy .
Wth , dont want to exaggerate le .
Play the basketball one ._.
I deprove le . Omg , cant even reach stage 4 .
Wthwth .
Then went to walkwalk awhile and going back to boon lay .
Walk le then Delong go into the shuttle bus .
Then , next scene .
We also in the shuttle bus LOL
Go to Delong's daddy shop there .
And seesee .
Then he say the next bus is 815 .
HAH .
So we at there see the boats all .
Alan want eat fried rice .
I want eat lala .
And in the end , his daddy treat us lala with vermicelli and cereal prawn .
Nice !
Next time go there eat .
(Y)
And we damn paiseh , really .
And Walked towards his daddy want to thank him but then see Delong heating the pebbles
so cool .
HAHA .
But in the end thank him le and went to the shuttle bus there .
Miss the bus LOL .
Took cab back to Sengkang Mrt there and took Mrt back .
Bath le and finish the camp rock :D

Jacob<3

2011-01-02T07:17:00.000-08:00

Wake up around 10 plus , bath and prepare to go get award thingy .
Wth .
Nathan said that meet at 1130 .
But He's not there .
Walked to Nycc with Khairul , Jasmine and Jacky .
And Nathan was there -.-
Cheat our feelings .
LOL !
Then at there not even 30 mins take the envelop can go le .
Walked to 815 with Jasmine and Jacky then say byebye .
Bought breakfast cum lunch .
Go home .
Watched twilight today .
New moon and eclipse .
Its effing nice !
Omg , at first when it was in the theater thought that its boring and so .
BUT SUPER NICE LA !
Haha <3
Now gonna go back to drama .
Got any nice movie TELL ME !
LOL
Leading a no life , life .
;)
Tsk , that's my life perhaps .
Watching Love buffet :D
Got Aaron and Calvin in the show .
Got XIU ALSO ! OMG !
Haha .
Mary stayed out all night/marry me .
Korean one .

Anw , gonna improve on my language laa .
It wasn't cool .
Starting to get use to saying vulgar ._.
Bad .
Wish time could rewind where I am really happy .
HAHA .
No fakes .

Lalala , whatever .
Jacob , he's hawt (L)

2011-01-01T08:58:00.000-08:00

Omg .
I still feel super duper sleepy .
Yawns .
O;
Since the early 5plus in the morning reach home till now never leave house .
Mummy : Oh , finally you didnt went out for a day .
LOL
2 months holiday , I spent 3 days at home .
And the rest spent outside .
How I waste my time not on studying and completing my homeworks ;/
I splet from 5am plus to 12pm plus ,
used com and went to have my nap at 6pm plus to 8pm plus .
Now , I still want to sleep .
HAHA .
Better still sleep and don't wake up forever .
Living is too much of a torture ? Joy ?
Feel more and more aimless , no motivation .
No life ._.
I don't have plans for my future .
I don't seems to have a future ;x

Watched step up , three seasons .
Wahh , they dance so cool ._.
Maybe gonna go for dancing class with Gwen next :D
Haha , bye to Wushu .
Hello to dance C;
Only scared I halfhearted again XO

2011-01-01T00:39:00.000-08:00

Happy 2011 , people !
Hope it will be a good beginning for all and great fun ahead ! ;)
Hemm, met up with ah la and gwen yesterday in the evening .
Wanted to go for Kbox , but never book earlier and the person told us to come back at 1am ._.
So early ? Cheyy , being sarcastic :/
SO we went to play lan :D
Blackshot for 1hour plus and we change the computer three times , cool or what .
Haha , Sniper<3 style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">
Well , after that we went to have dinner , hungry sia );
Ate Ajisen , ordered a Volcano ramen , it's spicy .
Gwen ate Unagi and ah la ate chicken cutlet and a thing not very nice one :x
Ordered 15pieces of dumpling , HAHA .
Eat le go find Jacelyn and Huiqi .
Funny thing was we stand at the railing there talk and laugh like mad and then we realize the floor got write camera under surveillance .
LOL .
Made stella said RED , funny die .
And Jacelyn and Huiqi went off while we went to Fairprice extra walk awhile , and go mac and bought Mcflurry and send Stella home .
Walked to oldboonlay with gwen .
Crapping all the way .
Grace orchard last time there , omg ._.
Eerie die .
Look inside machiam will see unlucky things like that .
The road block there , we enter , woah , so many people .
And majority , their hand got the spray thingy .
Went to find Leslie they all , then walk around .
Bombom , the fireworks ...
Speechless , hiding behind buildings .
And so fast no more liao .
LOL .
The ah nehh , gosh la , every where ah nehh all same .
Ki siao one .
After that slack there awhile and walked gwen home :D
When walking back , mummy call @;
Rowar , tell her liao lo , ownself there like okok , but nothing do then call and say go home ._.
Dont care dw to go home so early .
After send gwen home , walked to gekpoh , to pioneermall , to jurongpoint and slack at the nationallibrary outside with Delong .
Slack till about 4plus , walked home .
Cus tired le , want to sleep ><
When walking suddenly I become so hyper .
LOL , keep laugh laugh .
The past 2 years celebrate one all got sleep until but this time never .
Haha , like that also so happy . :x
I'm easily satisfied . good or bad ?
HA , walk to gekpoh there the 7-11 bought Big M
and reach near home call mummy . My key lost )':
Sian , then wah , chua tio me .
Open door shout me say , now then come back ?
LOL , if not what sia .
Then say might as well don't come back .
I also dont want lo , cus want sleep ma . :/
Mamafly , then go and bath le sleep liao .
5plus sleep , 12 plus wake up .
Use com till now , I still feel sleepy ];

2010-12-30T08:20:00.000-08:00

Hi .
Oh , its 31st december now .
3;
Please , 2011 .
Be a better year .
Although 2010 is a not so bad year .
But it can be improve c(;
Uh oh , need go back school .
>,<
Haven buy school bag , school uniforms , school shoes . ]]];
At night also dk going where yet .
Maybe watch movie and go Marina bay there ?
Hope it will be a good and fun start to the new year !

Hahs , went to BukitGombak today and my cousin come fetch me and go to amk .
Go her hse awhile le go amk hub there eat le go shopshop awhile , sian never see nice clothes .
>:
Today angry sia , afternoon .
Mummy say she forgot where my bankbook , but is she hide one lo .
Dw give me say la , no need lie to me one right ?!!
Then I shout over the phone at her , and I cry myself -.-
Too angry liao , then daddy laugh at me crying then give me 100bucks .
LOL , my tears only worth 100bucks ?!
Then mummy come home quickly , ciao arh .
Later nag me @;

2010-12-30T00:21:00.000-08:00

Fucker nah .
Keep my things say never keep .
Liar sia .
Fuck , make me waste time finding .
I turn the house upside down I tell you .

2010-12-29T07:50:00.000-08:00

Yo-ho <;
Accidentally fall asleep the past two days , >.<
Sorry ehyy >:
Hahs , woke up 7polus and realize too early so back to lalaland C:
10plus wake up , OH SHIT !
Prepare le then watch show until Delong coming le go school buy books (;
Bought books , funnehh laaa .
Saw Ah lien , hahaha ! He ' white leg ' .
Oh ya , must remember to tell the class on 31st dec , that those who have any leadership thing write on a paper what their duties so and so ..
Haha buy finish le go GekPoh , Delong go buy shoes .
Sad sia , Kappa the shoes no stock liao , the person say change boss O:
Sian , the shoes (Y) LOL
So he bought those cloth type , not bad also , Kappa one :D
Got buy with ah la last time , of course not bad la !
Buy le , accompany me walk home then decide go where LOL
So decided go my house prepare things for Wushu and head back to wushu later .
Keep want to peek my room .
Hahas , okay le then go take bus to his house .
@:
He make me so paiseh , ask me call his maid to open the door .
Dont know why I can't shout P:
Then go up also don't know how we use the time at first then watch a little part of Paranormal activity and his sister back , he go bath , prepare awhile .
Bused to Gekpoh .
Saw Alan and Astley , then saw Leslie and Shuhui .
Then go toilet change le go cc .
WUSHU !
D:
Boring liao , halfhearted:/
Thanks for the drink :D
After wushu , they play Maximum tune and went Mac take away food .
And walked home , farewell to Delong (:

2010-12-28T07:04:00.000-08:00

HI :D
Today , mamafly , angry sia .
Ask mummy to give me my bank book so I can withdraw more money to spend (:
But went to bath and come out , she never give and only put 10$ on the table .
WTH LA!
Then call her why never put then she say take money from daddy , and the book inside safety box .
Tmd .
Whatever .
And my dad also not home yet .
Then after that .
Really , my piggy bank also pok liao )':
Spam call her see if she got anywhere got put money gimme !
But never listen -'- -.-
Then aiya , message cousin see where is she and go and take money from her first .
Ma de , still need lend from people , patheticdieme .
And when on train my mummy then reply , she went to Changi prison visit my small uncle .
Cannot bring phone , and the wtf thing was , she said my bank book was on the teevee .
At first say at safety box one lor ! @;
ROWAR !
Mamafly , so head to OrcardCentral with Alan , and to 313 and Centrepoint .
Lol like reflective boing-boing the three building :D
Then go *scape park there as Alan say got arcade never see until leh , and took 174 back .
(Y) Sleep until near bukitbatok there then wake up .
Tired laaa D:
Bused back home while Alan go mac find Leslie they all first .
GO back find them .
I do homework okay ?!
Omg laa , like finally do :DDD
But only do 20< questions
Mcq somemore .
Then walked to OUR house downstairs the coffeeshop buy dinner and homed .
Wahwah , today so early reach home . );
Dont like going home early ehhy .
More time for my mummy to find things to nag at me , tsktsk , not good arhh !
So watched Endless love , touching can !
Omg Onepiece haven watch yet , late night for me again .
Tmr finally going buy books , and think go gym ?
:O
Night still got WUSHU ARH !
So tired liao , still got 5 more lessons like that .
>_<

2010-12-27T09:10:00.000-08:00

Woooosh .
I've been active updating my blog a lot this few days or weeks ehhy ?
Haha , guess next year this blog will be real dead .
Lmao .
As for today , went to fly kite with Alan in the afternoon .
Bought things to eat and head to Safra park .
Fly kite till 3plus ? Delong came .
Come le fly awhile , LOL la , the string attach to the kite break .
Hahah ! And they went to fetch the kite while leaving me a kite flying in the air .
The kite go tangle with others , paisehdieme ._.
So went off to bukitbatok to help my cousin to dye hair .
Dye hair le wash hands and went to find Delong they all .
Hilarious thing was we took 187 and reach the sec 3 camp there then I realize , the bus is going towards woodlands .
LOL .
Quickly alight le take cab to Gekpoh .
Find Shuhui<3 there and slack awhile , Alan arcade awhile and go back find her then went off to Boon lay market place with Delong .
Bused down there and walk like super long ? Then my cousins reach and say bye to Delong .
Thanks for accompanying me ! (:
Went to eat le then shop the whole boon lay place again ;/
And wanted to walk to Jp one , but my cousin lazy ! Laughs !
The was like one waiting for bus and the other and me continuing walking .
HAHA !
ANd what's more retardedly stupid was, we even ran for the bus -.-
Reached Jp like about 10plus ?
And went to arcade .
Lol topup , auntie say quick go play , 1030 closing .
Keep repeating , I was like okay ..
Hahs , play liao go find shops to shop , but today shops all so early close :x
So went Ntuc extra walkwalk , and went to find desserts .
No desserts ._.
Go 7-11 and back to fairprice to buy orea cheese cake nice one la horh .
Buy le go wait for bus for my cousin but like no bus le , so she took cab , and another cousin accompany me wait bus and homed .
:D

2010-12-26T19:02:00.000-08:00

Weird .
So weird .
Woke up in the morning , it feels like any other days .
I don't feel anything special .
:O
I thot I will cry at the night .
No , I didn't .
I had a peaceful night .
No dreams .
Nothing .
LOL !
Good or bad ?

2010-12-26T08:40:00.000-08:00

Veroom .
Finally , everything ended at 9plus , 26/12/2010 .
42 days of Happiness(<40%)>)Worries(20%) Anger(10%) Sadness(>25%)
Conclusion = 100% craziness :D
Although I won't say it doesn't hurt but yeah luckily I let go quite a lot . (I guess)
So doesn't hurt much .
Pheww , saved my own .
If not crying like mad now :/
HAHA .

So yeah . What a fascinating day it was .
First bused to BukitBatok around 3plus 4plus ?
Then cab down to Bugis .
Drank dragonball ! Like FINALLY ?!
Haha , but to a great disappointment , it taste normal , like sweettalk those :x
This is an example of expectations and disappointments .
LOL la .
Walkwalk at there then walked to BrasBassa .
Shop at there the popular .
Wah seyy , the popular there fucking big I swear . Keep climb up .
Got 4 or 6 floors .
Then WALK to ClarkQuay .
Actually meeting Wx , he end work at 6 .
But tmd , he go do ot .
Then what ot till 9 ._.
Tmd , ate at Brewerks and drank beer (Y)
Wth , the beer come , omg why isit black one -.-
Tmd , drink until stout .
Never see properly , cus see until write oatmeal one so thot it was healthy /;/ End up bitter la ?
Wanted to stay at there till he end work .
But till 8 jiu cannot liao , finish the foods and damn full .______.
So decided to walk to Chinatown .
Walkwalk , gosh la , should eat there .
food like so nice and cheaper .
Brewerks eat until 80$++ sia .
Hahah , so walkwalk .
And walked the whole Chinatown .
My toes feel swollen (Y) one .
And walk back to ClarkQuay .
Find him , and WTF ?
He say he work till 11plus .
But Jf need go home , cus got work next day .
So went to find a darn atm .
Make us walk the whole ClarkQuay because the nearest one doesn't withdraw money .
Wth la , so need walk to the farfar one .
And walk like crazy woman on the street laughing how retarded we are walk to and fro and to and fro .
Laughing so loud I swear , saying that we have walked so much today .
And almost sprain my leg t3wice and Jf almost trip ! LAUGH !
Finally , withdraw money then go back to the taxi stand like back to the restaurant there/:
Wait the cab till like can wait for Wx end work le .
Wasted 50mins finding atm and wait for a cab .
And finally reach home .
Saw Akira here , and LOL LA !
They going GENTING !
Ma de , make me so jealous .
Nvm , brother not at home = got two choices :D
Going Jf house in the afternoon drink liquor I guess ;) , now is 1.45am .
Nowadays I'm really like ruining my life my health .
Unhealthy lifestyle , tsktsk .
Eat unhealthy drink unhealthy sleep unhealthy .
LOL .
Okay la , gonna sleep soon le [;

Actually i've been wondering why am I so quiet with you and noisy with him ..
Maybe it's not a good one to start with .
I have no idea .
Whatever , things have past , just hope for a better future ;P
2011 please be a good one .

2010-12-25T08:17:00.000-08:00

Heii .
Hmm , 11.11 seems meaningless/useless ehy ?
Although it come twice a day but it doesn't even make wish come true .
Rahh , mei you yong one ._.
Went YukiYaki today .
Awesome laa , the whole week .
Monday ate double Mcspicy .(Y)
Tuesday ate steamboat buffet at MarinaSquare . (Y)(Y)(Y)
Wednesday ate hmm ?
Thursday ate seafood (Y)(Y)
Friday ate steamboat.___. (Y)(Y)
Saturday ate YukiYaki buffet (Y)(Y)
Sunday ? Going bugis , wonder gonna eat what .
Rowar !
Woah , today I'm sucha goodgirl ;)
I kept quite quiet today :)
Bravo .
This Christmas , hmm un-describable .
LOL .
Exchange presents at Esplanade , hahas .
Orchard was full of people ._.
And rain approaches . Nice one .
So difficult to walk .
My blister hurt like hell can .
After picking the number for the presents , I got Shuhui's<33
She say dark chocolate nice :)
But ain't it bitter . Hahah .
My one Delong take until .
Laughs ! The note I put inside hilarious can !
Lmao .
Monday go gym ?
YES ! Go exercise ;x
No more netball training liao .
Think school reopen then can go on diet .
Waste time and can skip meals in school . :D

HAHA , plans on my mind but it just doesn't work .
How .
Hahs , I don't know why am I waiting for your first move .
And I just wait ._.
And ended up , I guess , I'm tired .
Maybe next time will try moving first hurh .
Oh ? Will there be next time ? ;/
Sigh (loudly) (':
No expectations , no disappointment .
Yeah , I need to learn new things again .
This the way to lead you to a better future .
No heartbreaks just tougher hearts .
I love lyrics .
Lalalaaah , random .

2010-12-24T19:28:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas everyone !
Hope you guys have a wonderful Christmas and a great ahead is waiting for you !
Lols , crap ._.
Hahahaha , damn tired -.-
Went to eat steamboat and and have a 'countdown' . LOL
Hahs ., I love kids and babies more D:
They are soo cute :D
After eating steamboat play with childrens and , yeah , slack there . Duhh .
(;
So when it was 1140 like that went to play cards . WTH
Play then never like countdown .
Actually like sounded so stupid ?
Got ppl countdown for x'mas one mehhy ? :P
But nevermind we just continue playing cards <:
And I lost pretty much .
Think I really not suitable of gambling >,<
Rowar !
So bad luck one @;
Andand ! I took the lrt and I alight at BukitPanjang and waited/ walked back and fro for like 30mins then ahfang called me and said it was at Bangkit .
:O
Then omgomgomg so paisehh , quickly board the train and go there .
Laughs .
Day ended at 2plusA.m .
Reached home , bath and sleep le .
:D

Hohoho , MerryChristmas once again !
I don't know if Christmas is a good one or bad one this year .
If its good , this year Christmas \m/ laaa .
If its bad , Fuckyou, try again next year . -'-^.^-'-

2010-12-23T09:23:00.000-08:00

Hi peeeeeeps .
Oh , there's no one here , I've forgotten .
So saddening .
D:
HAHA !
Gosh I'm really like talking to myself ._.
Its Friday 1.241am now .
Whats more ?!
Its CHRISTMAS EVE !
Wooohoo .
Like finally Christmas , next day . :D
Went out in the afternoon , hahaha .
So funny , actually going meet 12 plus but I said it was too early end up I say meet 2pm then I 3plus then reach ;)
Proo uhh me ;]
So After buying Chocolates for my cousin went off to Artbox to buy paperbag .
And wentoff to Bugis (:
Go Bugis walkwalk le go Koi and buy MILK TEA !
The Takoyaki next door is awesome toooooo :B
But they seems to be deep frying or should I say shallow frying the Takoyaki ? ;P
Buy le and walked to Suntec HAHAHAH !
(Y) Walking is good C;
Go buy Chocolates again at Royce :D
And bought soft toys there d;
After buying , went off to find things to eat .
Actually going eat at suntec there .
But go see fish and co , like too full .
Pepperlunch still considering .
In the end we cab back to Jurong .
900+ there the coffee shop eat seafood -.-
Hahah , they ordered 2bottles of Heineken .
Woots , this week drink like twice le ?
And I drank pretty much ._.
When I know I shouldn't :\
LOL !
Want to play game one lo, but they say later people whack you ar , here is coffee shop not pub .
Then okay lor , just drink finish by vs each other .
He damn pro , his beer more than mine and finish faster than me . @;
And cab home after that .

To people who is reading this stupid blog and stay nearby my house :
Beware , it was heard that there is a molester who brings knife or weapon to molest girls . I'm not sure if he go for guys :P But yeah , beware .

Reached around 1220 ?
D:
Lack of sleep, tmr still got netball ._.
And dont know want go Bukit Panjang eat steamboat anot >:
Spare me laa , keep eating p';
Dont gain weight so fast CAN ?!
ROWAR !

As I've said in many of my previous posts , I'm just gonna go with the % you gave me . (: B'cus I've finally really understand , when I give more , when I care , the deeper cut I will get . I don't want to be like a fool anymore for now . I need to rest (: And I've said previously too , I may be your Santa . No worries / fears .(I didn't forget .) Cus all worries and fears belongs to me after all . LOL ! Lalala . When you start to care , thats when you lose out your pride . Eventually you will lose it .

2010-12-22T07:28:00.000-08:00

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
Yosh !
Hmm , everyday like so boring ._.
Today got WUSHU !
Wth wth laa .
So funny , I keep do wrong and got one new female instructor teach .
She keep pull pull, push push .
:O
My nerve/veins ? All like goin pichaaa like that ;\
After wushu jiu go home le x;
Hahah, tmr going buy present for Xchange present one :D
Hopefully buy something (Y) ;D

No anime watch .
D:
Hitman reborn like not nice ehhy :P
Saturday go town , tmr go cityhall .
LOL
YAY , Christmas is coming , so is the upcoming year , its so freaking near now .
Bo money this few days liao :'C
Keep spend spend spend .
OMG LAAAAAA !
Maybe need take money from bank then enough to spent :/

Do I look drunk in the picture ? ;P
Have fun with my cousins and friend . :DD
Hahaha , with them they cover me only C;
Damn good laa they all .

Haha, hmm , time passing so fast .
Growing old le DDDDD;

2010-12-21T08:31:00.000-08:00

ohmy ohmy !
I'm freaking hellish gaining weight now !
Gosh !
Went ecp and tried DOUBLE McSpicy the previous day and ate BUFFET steamboat with fondue .
Nice one laa horh !
-.-
Gosh , now going to try my Plan A - skip meals .
Seriously I need to go for my diet , I don't to be like last time :'c
No neck one , ROWAR !
Then ..............

Anw , this few days or should I say nowadays ?
I've been so bad in fate with cabs ._.
Hopefully it will improve ehhy ? :p
Hahahs , Now is wednesday 12.35am in Singapore .
And it's Tuesday 11.35pm at there :x
Round up , it's Wednesday now :D
Another 2 more days , (:
Why time like so fast ? LOL

Omg I don't know what I'm thinking , maybe I seems to feel letting go isn't that tough compared to last time .
Hahas , so happy go lucky EHHY ?
:P

I know my hairstyle looks koooooooool ;D

2010-12-20T08:57:00.000-08:00

Hi .
Today was tiring .
Last night , stuck at town waiting for a bloody cab .
Call cab , fully booked . (Y)
Clark quay , the restaurant- Brewerks << \m/
Drank beer , lol ._. The wine expensive , I suppose .
Lol , drank MadBeeAle << ???
Taste okok only , hahah .
Next time they gonna bring me to somewhere else :)
This night , stuck at bedok/marine drive ? For cab also .
Nice one , call cab also waste time .
Damn tired , and I only like slept for awhile , got headache and morning got netball .
.___. So tired .
Hahs , he went overseas for 5 days .
Something's on my mind , couldn't pluck it off my mind .
Ohh man .

2010-12-18T08:36:00.000-08:00

I'm easily influence . I'm easily influence . I'm easily influence . I'm easily influence . I'm easily influence . I'm easily influence . I'm easily influence . I'm easily influence . I'm easily influence . I'm easily influence . I'm easily influence . I'm easily influence . I'm easily influence . I'm easily influence .

Okay , since , I'm easily influence .
I should be able to go with your % you gave it to me .
I shall not love you that much , you've hurt me enough .
I just want to say : Hey , enough , we should put it a stop .
But I don't have the courage , I'm afraid I will regret it like other people .
I don't want to do things I regret .
Unless you ask for the break up , absolutely, I will be fine with it .

God,sparemeforsayingI'mfine.
Whiteliesarealright, yeah ?
Don'tturnmynoselongalrighttttt? Thankyou .

I feel like , want to ruin my own life .
But thinking about it , I don't have to because of this , to ruin my life .
Yeah ?
So , alright .
Bet no one is reading , cus people doesn't know or even remember I kept this blog alive .
Secrets .

Ohh , you want him back badly ?
Maybe I'm going to be your santa then ;')
I knew you was goin to post , how could you not post on the 19TH .
HAHA .
How evil .
You even posted on the 14th that you want him as Christmas present .
Goodluck,your wish is highly to come true , no fears .

I must act like a bad guy .
That's the only choice .

My mommy just told me to share my stuffs with some UNFORTUNATE KIDS, awwwwww. Ain't i too caring? (: I have many stuffs here, take your time and pick. I'll be more than willing to share some love with chiu! What's more, i won't hate you.

2010-12-18T07:44:00.000-08:00

Things are just getting way too sucky ,
what can you expect from a crybaby .
I only knows how to cry , that's the only thing I kept doing .
Even though I know it don't work .
The last time I cried so hardly was 2hrs flow .
This time , I cried alone , loneliness came upon me , crying till there's no more tears out .
What's next ?
Blood coming out from my eyes the next time ?
Ohh come on ..

What do you want exactly ?
I'm not a spare tire , okay ?

Gosh , I just don't know what I'm talking .

2010-12-16T08:02:00.000-08:00

Utterly disappointed . What are you thinking ? I don't know what I'm thinking .. My head just feels so heavy suddenly . Was everything a lie ? 16/12/2010 was a dream to me ?Or maybe every time spent with you was a dream ? Was a lie ? My CHRISTMAS PRESENT , I just wants to be happy . I don't care if she wants you back , whatsoever . I want to be happy . Heart , come on don't break so easily . Gotta be stronger , be tougher , I'M not a pushover !

Sometimes , I don't feel like continuing to live . I don't want to kill myself , I just want it all stop or go away . I want to be calm . I want to be happy again .

It's unfair how I give my everything , when the one I love would only give 20% .
Sometimes I wonder , how you can break my heart & yet I can still love you with all the tiny pieces .

What if this time , I don't say hi first ? What if this time , I don't text you back ? What if this time , I leave you wondering ? Yeah , what if this time , you're the one left feeling completely fucked over .

I just wanted to tell you that I’m not mad at you even though I should be. I’d still take you back after all you put me through .

I have problems , TRUSTING people . Because I've been screwed over so many times .

How many times do we forgive someone just because we don't want to lose them , even though they don't deserve our forgiveness ?

Sometimes you just need to distance yourself from some people . If they care , they will notice and be bothered . If they don't , then you know where you stand ..

Sometimes , the person who tries to keep everyone happy , is always the most lonely person . So never leave them alone , because they will never say that they need you .

At the end of the day , you can either focus on whats tearing you apart , or whats holding you together .

Somedays . I wish I could just disappear .

People tell me I’m a strong person, but they never know that I cry in the middle of the night just because I miss you.

He didn’t even notice. I haven’t gotten any text from him, not even a single hello. The feeling gets worse each day and it made me realize that I don’t mean anything to him since he treats me the same way he treats everyone else. I can’t stand it when I feel that I am never special to anyone.

I rather be hurt by your honesty then be pleased by your lies .

Do you like him ? Yes, and then not really , finally , no . Because I discovered , I must accept defeat , my heart aches suddenly wanting and longing and believing , but then not having .

Actually you have no idea what I am going through ..

So much of the world is broken , and I want to be part of its healing .

She's hurt , mentally and emotionally . But everyday , she walks outside with a smile on her face . Because that's just who she is , the girl who never stopped smiling .

He taught me how to love , but he didn't taught me how to stop .

We all carry these things inside that no one else can see .
They hold us down as anchors , they drown us out at sea .

Sometimes it takes a good fall to really know where you stand .

I acted like it wasn’t a big deal, when really it was breaking my heart.

She still smiles , even though her world seems crumbling into pieces . She still smiles , because she feels that its the only thing she can do best .

The most difficult phase in life is not when no one understands you . Its when you don't understand yourself .

2010-12-14T07:29:00.000-08:00

Ahh well ..
Whats up ?
Whats up again..

Why am I always being hurt again and again .
Is this my life ?
Being hurt is the only thing why I am born to this planet ?
D:
Fuck my life then .

Someone, just someone , pull me out of the floods of my tears ._.
Damn it .
Its a happy day , but maybe things shouldn't be too good .
It always end badly , especially for me .
So yeah ?
My life's so great hurh ?

This time I can't let my mummy knows about how sucky my life is .
She's definitely gonna just say serve me right , and lock my freedom .
No freedom = can go die ._.

I hate crying , cus' it blocks my nose and I cant breathe right , feels like I'm really dying .
I hate crying , I know crying does not help , but it just keep flowing .

I've told you things , but what have you really told me about ?
Are you just trying to please back me to make me happy ?
This isnt making me happy if I knew everything , it just simply make me sad in a more faster way ..
You're hurting me , in every way , just that you didnt realize .
Its just too hard for me to say .
I've always cover it up , just to let things peace down a little .
I thot everything would be fine after a moment .
I put trust in that .
I put time in that .
In return , it gaves me such a heartbreaking effect , cool or what ?

2010-12-12T07:26:00.001-08:00

To message or not to message ?

The thing is I do not want you to take my feelings for granted .
It doesn't drop from the sky , you see .
Neither do I want to take yours for granted .
Cus' I know it shouldn't be taken for granted .

2010-12-12T05:46:00.000-08:00

Hihi .
Life's fair ?
There's ups and downs .
Happy , angry , upset, sad , any kinds of emotions , all have been played through .

Youyou .
If you think its you its you . :/
Its not that I don't want to msg you .
Just that I do not want you to waste money there .
Moreover , with such simple reply , what do you expect me to reply .
Might as well don't reply yeah ? ;)
Andand , I know you have others , you interested with to message .
(:

Aha,gotcha.\:

so yeah , don't blame me if I started to be cold or whatsoever .
Im trying :)

2010-12-09T07:18:00.000-08:00

Boo hoo .
Hi .
Fml [.]

Today , afternoon met ah lan and went to gym .
Delong was late again , HAHA .
And waited for awhile and bought the entry went to gymmmm . <3
Start pedaling for 20mins , in between thinking , aiya should listen songs and play games .
So after 20mins went to take phone and earpiece ;)
And went for another 20mins .
HAHA , go the gym , only cycle for 40mins , the rest was like anyhow seesee they all do thier things all those._.
Went to gekpoh afterwards , LOL , Alan so suay , card tio jam .
Then he at there keep swearing -.-
Say what data bo liao LOL !
Funnydie .
Then in the end after they eat kfc went back to arcade and restore his data back .
While delong go back first .
Then at there till about 3plus 4plus ?
Go home .
Bath le , anime and eat .
Anime awile sian le >_<
No life sia, ROWAR !
Went to meet alan to go pioneer mrt there the Pasamalam .
keep walking back and fro .
Then go one shelter there see ppl play with cars .
And he go home , I walk freaking slowly to Shuhui's hse .
She cook maggie and watched teeve .
Went home after awhile .

Rowar , fedup .. ;(

2010-12-04T06:41:00.000-08:00

Today went to Changi hospital , took cab home from there , the driver was !@#$#@!@#$
Drive so slow , just the previous day my cousin drove the same route and was freaking faster than the driver drove .
-.-
I got car sick , thanks TaxiUncle .
He like so tense when he driving , sit so still , and keep rolling his shoulders ._.
Furious part was , he drive damn slow .
The meter never exceed 100 once .
And the most right lane should for cars to overtake , he went there not overtaking yet driving at 50km/hr .
Cool uh ? I was like come on , you can drive faster .
Hahs . Reached home , used com . Went to Gekpoh play lan and went off to Jp . :)
Walked home after that .

I seriously need to go on diet . /:

2010-12-04T06:36:00.000-08:00

你太爱一个人的时候.. 他就不会很爱你了 ?? 什么嘛..??

很多时候

当你太爱一个人的时候，他就不会很爱你了，

因为他看准了你不会离开他，哪怕他把你伤得一塌糊涂，

他自信只要用一个爱字，就可以把一切抺平，

这样一个人是不值得你去爱的。

这样的人太过自私和功利，爱自己远胜于爱你。

他的自尊、他的骄傲、他的需要都要比你的爱来得重要。

你尽管很爱他，但你永远是他最后一个选择，

而他的心思要用在那些得不到的人和事上。

所以，他不会很爱你，

而这样一个不是很爱你，暂时也不想用全部的心思和时间去爱你的人，

是很容易被这个世界诱惑去的，

他不属于你，不只是现在，还有未来。

爱上这样一个人，爱他越多，伤自己越深，

这样的爱会让你失去自己。

不要去宠着别人任由他来伤自己，

不妨留一点爱和自尊给自己，

那么，有一天，他也许还会认真地爱上你。

一个不很爱你的人，爱上他，就意味着：

你不停地等，不停地投入自己的时间和感情，

结果只能是一个无法预知的未来。

这样的感情，不如放手。

一个不很爱你的人，你可以站在远处欣赏他，

但不要去爱他，因为你付出的不论多少，

对他都没有太大的意义，而对你却是一种潜在的伤害。

人生太短，情太脆弱，经不起太多的伤害。

不要去试图爱一个不很爱你的人，

你的爱再深，他也不懂。

要相信你自己，世界这么大，

终会有一个人非常的爱你，

而你也会非常的爱他。

所以，不要把自己的爱给那个不很爱你的人，

还是把它留给最爱你的那个他吧。

爱是一生的事情，需要两个人完成，

只有两个心里有爱的人，才能牵手穿越尘世的风雨，

一起走向爱的地久天长。

放弃不很爱自己的人，

让心去等待一个懂你、惜你、怜你、一如爱他自己一样爱你的人，

这样的等待，再久也值得。

这样爱你，到底是为了什么？

这是等你找我的第几个夜晚，已经记不起了，

似乎这就只是一种习惯，就算知道没有结果，

依然会傻傻地等待那一个短信，那一通来电，

等到自己的身体真的受不了了，真的睡了，

却还能在睡梦中朦胧的打开手机来看看，

为的只是不要错过任何与你相处的机会...

其实你都知道我在等你，否则你也不会打给我，

其实你都知道我很在意，偏偏你对我却不在意，

你可以忍心地让我等待，在你想起我时才找我，

我不会和你计较，甚至还会为此而深深地感动，

当你不找我的时候，一整天的心情都好不起来，

问自己这么做，到底是为了什么...

这样爱你，到底是为了什么？

每当你没有找我的时候，每当你让我伤心的时候，

每当我一个人等待的时候，每当我想起可怜的自己时，

总会不停地问这自己这么样的一个傻问题，

给自己无数个讨厌你的理由，想要狠狠地离开你，

可只要一见到你，一听见你的声音，

就觉得这一切，其实都还是可以原谅的...

再多的痛苦，只要你的一句关心，就不再感觉到痛，

再多的等待，只要你有给予回复，就觉得一切值得，

再多的怨言，只要你是真心爱我，就觉得无怨无悔，

原以为自己时潇洒的，遇见你以后才懂得，

原来在自己心爱的人面前，根本就不可能潇洒，

潇洒只是对那些无关痛痒的人士...

多少次想要离你而去，多少次都舍不得离开你，

多少次想要与你分手，多少次分手被吞到心中，

多少次想要对你狠心，多少次都选择对自己狠心,

一见到你的时候，自己对自己说好的话都忘了，

只知道此刻的你在我身边，那一切都不重要了...

爱我，就多陪陪我吧，

我不相信爱一个人，你会抽不出时间，

我不相信爱一个人，你不想和他在一起，

因为我知道这样的感受，

我就是为了你放弃了自己的时间的那一个...

只要你在我身边，一切都已不再重要了，

因为我要的真的不多，

我要的只是你一点点的关心，

我要的只是你一点点的在乎，

我要的只是你一点点的时间，

至少让我知道你还是爱我的，

至少让我我继续傻傻地爱着你....

2010-11-30T05:45:00.000-08:00

Just 4 days .
Now I feel like hating him . D:
What do you want ?
I'm really breaking down .
I'm not that strong as you think .
I'm weak .
I'm a nobody .
I'm tired .
I'm exhausted .
I'm clueless .
I'm just a human .

2010-11-30T05:39:00.000-08:00

OMG !
Arghh !
:@:@:@:@:@
Dont know is angry until un-describable or upset till un-describable .
Idiot !

I'm not having any life better than yours . Could you just shut up ?!
Cannot judge a book by its cover , Oh my , it's true .

2010-11-26T20:34:00.000-08:00

Ilovemyboy . <3
He rocks . ;3

Lols , randomdieme .

2010-11-25T06:19:00.000-08:00

Damn pissed off today .
First thing is that , one of the skirt I've bought from Darwin , the colour come off . Wtf ?
But what can you expect from a product bought from Australia but made in China .
Hahs .
So went to bought another skirt today , Yeeps (:
What's more after I reached home ?
My fingernails pierce through my favourite dress , nice one laa .
Tmd .
And , next thing seriously pisses me off .
What's up ?
Anything can confront me , tell me right ?
We can have things said nicely .
You made me look as though I'm a bad guy .
Like I'm snatching away her from you .

What's more .
Once a weakness , always a weakness .
I've done it again .
Darn .
Knn .
Fumac .

2010-11-24T00:11:00.000-08:00

Boooooohoooo , Hiie :D
Went to buy iPhone4 :DDDDDDD
Hahahs , actually goin to pay 100$ my own but lalallalalalallas , Mummy (Y) paid all .
Feel so guilty like everytime scam her money D:
Hahahs . Loveherttm <3

Sometimes you have to test someone. Not because you don't trust them, but to see how much they'll sacrifice for you. And sometimes you have to let them go, not because you suddenly stopped loving them, but to see if they love you enough to come... D;

2010-11-23T03:10:00.000-08:00

Conversations history are awesome .
Can bring memories back .
Read it , flashbacks that I once told myself I will bring happiness for people .
Now , was like , is it possible ?
Are you happy with me ?
Oh this question , triggers me .
You want someone who will care for you , need not being perfect but at least 50% .
Hahs , im just below 50%>,<
There's so much I want to say .
But seems too random to speak all of it , and not appropriate eh ?
Moreover , Im afraid of it .
I believe if I tell all that you will be understanding (:
That's what I believe .
Cus I trust you :D

2010-11-22T06:26:00.000-08:00

１．会叫我宝贝，拍着我的头说我傻！

２．过马路的时候会紧紧抓住我的手，直到有一天我埋怨那是因为有一天我不会过马路了！

３．会记住我喜欢吃酸的，辣的，甜的！

４.会发短信质问我为什么今天一天不理你，直到我说一堆不知所云的东西后，说：逗你的！

５.我偶然发脾气的时候不要和我斤斤计较，过后我会道歉！

６.冬天我怕路滑，要牵好我！

７.挤工交车占最后一排相临的座位，享受一路安静的角落！

８.会知道该什么时候哄我，什么时候欺负我！

９.会撒娇的叫我做饭给你吃，无论味道这样，都会吃完！

１０.喜欢伪装生气，然后会坏坏地欺负我，最后会笑的我不知所措！

１１.见面会说：宝贝又漂亮了．然后告诉我去哪，因为我不喜欢想这样的问题！

１２.我很懒，所以要帮我记住很多我不愿意记的事！

１３.要知道的比我多，叫我觉得你一直比我优秀１

１４.在我空虚的时候告诉我，宝贝，别怕，你还有我！

１５.我哭了，不需要你说什么，只要你给我个怀抱叫我哭就好！

１６.到哪都要告诉我，不让我担心．还要记得说：放心吧宝贝，我会一直在你可知的范围内！

１７.文采不一定好，但要我知道你心里有我！

１８.会帮我系鞋带，然后拍拍我的头说：丫头，看没了我你怎么办！

１９.不许很小心眼，也不许脾气很大，要让着我！

２０.不要怪我，不要恨我要包容我，因为我是爱你的！

文章來源：校內 *歡迎分享 =)

Aww<3>

2010-11-21T22:16:00.000-08:00

I love seeing you smile . It makes me happy .

Seriously, if you didn’t intend to catch her, then don’t lead her on, don’t get her hopes up, cause the harder she falls for you, the more pain she’ll end up having to go through afterwards. Don’t tell her you love her if you don’t mean it, chances are, she might do something crazy like believe it. For the guys reading this, know that no matter how strong a girl may look on the outside, we all go through some sort of pain on the inside when you leave us. And for the girls reading this, there must’ve been one boy in particular that was on your mind the whole entire time.

I miss you , but I'm trying not to care anymore .

I wish LOVE was like a volleyball . When you say "MINE" , everyone would back off , and the ball would be all yours .

Don’t you hate it when people make a joke about you, about something that you are actually incredibly insecure about and they don’t realize it, but every laugh feels like a stab in your chest, because it hurts so much and brings up memories you’d rather forget. but you can’t say anything, because then people would know your weaknesses. They’d know how insecure you really are. so instead you just laugh it off, and hide the pain you feel inside.

I'd rather be the pain you remember rather than the love you forget .

:This will end badly ,
:Okay.
:I will hurt you ,
: I know .
:Did you hear me ?
: Yes .
: ... and?
: It doesn't matter , I love you , you love me , that's all that matters now .

I don't understand what I really feels .

Someday, we’ll forget the hurt, the reason we cried, and who caused us pain. We will finally realize that the secret of being happy is not revenge, but letting things unfold in their own way and own time. After all, what matters most is not the first, but the last chapter of our life which shows how well we ran the race. So smile, laugh, believe, and love over and over again. Keep dreaming. Keep loving.

You start to get hurt , the moment you starts to care .

I need someone who won't give up on me .

A relationship does not need any promises , terms and conditions. It just need two wonderful person . One who can trust and one who can understand . (Y)

Nobody in this world is numb. Everyone can feel pain . It's just that some are really good when it comes to pretending .

The rain falls because the sky can no longer handle its heaviness . Just like tears , it falls because the heart can no longer handle the pain .

2010-11-21T05:56:00.001-08:00

Omg,IfYouWantHimThisMuch,WhyDidYouBreakItInTheFirstPlace.AndNowWantingToBreakAnother's .

I'm trying to do what I can do .

I'mAfraidToLoseYou. :x

2010-11-18T07:59:00.000-08:00

I love you so .
All I need is your love nothing elses matter more than this .
Im satisfied .
No, I dont want a dream , an illusion .
Yes, love truly , please .
This is the least I want .

S0 heartbreaking .
Tears , wtf , get lost .

2010-11-14T04:43:00.002-08:00

Extracted(1) : Sorry if at times I'm stubborn , impatient , moody , a crybaby , childish , negative , possessive, pointless , too controlling , jealous , pain in the ass . But despite all that , I really love you . :')

(2) Girls wait for the boys to do the first move .

2010-11-14T04:43:00.001-08:00

2010-11-11T07:40:00.000-08:00

There's nothing I can do , but to trust you .
I hope my trust is not violated , but if it is there's nothing I can do .

Hopefully everything is going well for me then .

Iloveyou.

Ily,ylh :c Ylh,Ihy? c':

2010-10-09T20:24:00.000-07:00

There's no way I can study at home :'(
I can't leave my comp. >:
Rowarr !

2010-10-08T20:15:00.000-07:00

Lalalalala ~

I've came to a conclusion .
And knowing that , perhaps the heart is not goin anywhere for someone ?
How do we even know that we like a person ?
The heart says ?
Every thoughts came from out mind , our brain .
So its our thinking ..
Imma fool .
Ily..

2010-10-01T07:59:00.000-07:00

If I don't exist ..
If I don't exist, there will be no me , no Eng Mei Li .
If I don't exist, I will not be feeling like what I am feeling now .
If I don't exist, there will be less suffering .
If I don't exist, there will be lesser miserable in the world , although its only like contributed about 0.1% to the world .
If I don't exist, no one will even know my existence ..

No one ever teach me how to .
Maybe that's part of life, to go through it yourself .
Let yourself undergo it .
But why is the way seems like there is unlimited of obstacles ?
Can't it be a more peaceful one ?
Please .

Invisible .

2010-09-28T07:47:00.001-07:00

Haa, Nice one .
Its wasn't even replied .
Silly,shouldn't haven sent it .

Yesterday is history , today is present and tomorrow is future .

2010-09-28T07:37:00.001-07:00

Finally I built up courage and dent a message . Hoping the reply will not be too .. Yeah , you know .

2010-09-27T07:13:00.001-07:00

Hi.
Today didnt went to school again ._.
Mummy is like firing at me :C
HAhah , but yeah , recently keep like that .
Mayb used to it , and I took it for granted .
No wonder she so angry .
Last night dun have enough sleep . Slept about less than 4 hours ._.
ROWARR ! Couldnt sleep well .
And woke up late , Hui'er say she not goin , so decided not to go too .
Went back to sleep until 10 like that .
Sorry ! Said that meeting 9 go one , and i sleep until 10 !
After doctor seeing , went on different buses .
I went to jp and shuhui took 99 back home .
I first thot my bradeh was at Jp library , lol .__.
In the end i went there searching for 2 rounds he say he at Je library ! LOL !
SO lazy to go there , went to talk bus to Gekpoh mac .
Ahla came to find me <3
Hahah , went walking around , deciding what to eat , in the end ate waffle and decided to go fico do homework .
:D
Yes arhh ! Finish TYS le FINALLY !
Woooohooo CCCCCCCC:
Raining raining .
Went to take 181 to Jp meet shuhui cus got tuition D:
Went there tuition as usual .
And homed .
Mummy really angry lerh >:
She morning still call me why not I dun go study , since i always dun wan go ._.
Wahh , damn scary .
Now she say must 1030 off computer >:
Sian .
And must sleep early .
Not enough sleep , latrer my lifespan got cut down >_< !
Hahah Now is 1027 < :
Goin off sooooonnn !!!!!
Night peeps ! :D
Ciao~

2010-09-25T23:33:00.001-07:00

Im like a headless fly .
I don't know where am I heading to .
No matter in relationships or in studies .
Am I a goner ?
I seriously suck .
My mind is blowing .
Guess that mayb you do not want to be friends anymore ehh ?
I wanted to message , but I hate that it will worsen things .
Moreover , if I ask something or say , you might say that its not about me ..
Lol , kinda speechless here .

Next , End of year is coming pretty soon .
Sighh, I suck once again .
In every topic , I am failing .
I could not even focus .
My mind just wonder around , everytime .
Now , I've used about 45 minutes ? to finish 5 question of my chinese .
And wasted 1hour plus on computer .
Hahaaa..
Computer is a time waster , seriously .

I am in a mess .
Very messy , mess .

2010-09-22T09:11:00.000-07:00

Torture come from myself , sillyme, why do i still care so much when we are just friends .
That causes all the impact on me. Dont care much = less torture , yay ..
Letter i wrote previously only work for about how long , about 17days ?
Ha , in the end history repeats .
I really wants to be friends , i dun wan lose friend , why , why are there problem, always ?
I thot we wont be having this kind of stuffs again , yet again .
Haa ... Justbehappy ehh ?

():What can i care for now ?
Me: Are you caring for anything now ?

D:

2010-09-22T08:15:00.000-07:00

Things will just happen again and again .
It won't stop ..
Until at least one of us let go , give up . Or mayb both .
I guess you had , so yeah , Im gonna do my part , to let go .
Miserable for both of us will then , finally , come to an end ..
Yeah, i do not believe what you said , cus its like really referring to me ?
So yeah , you have done your first step I'm gonna do mine as well .
I try not to care and let it fade , the pain .
Mayb , I WILL not care then , its simpler , yet hard hurh ..

2010-09-20T08:12:00.000-07:00

Yo .

WONDERGIRLS-Two Different Tears ;D
Gave me 2 different tears
After all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain
Like sunshine and rain
So I hate you...
So I love you...
So I hate you...
So I love you...
I'm tryna figure out how to move on with my life
Without you by my side
Wakin up with teary eyes,
I can't do this no more, gotta erase you now
So I think of all the pain you've given me
Try to look at all the damage you've done to me
No matter how hard I try,
I just can't figure out why
I keep thinking bout how sweet you used to be
Gave me 2 different tears
After all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain
Like sunshine and rain
So I hate you
(But the love you gave me was so so good)
So I love you
(But the pain you gave me was so so bad)
I'm cryin over you, still what does this mean?
Do I still want you back in my life?
After all these painful things you've done to me
Why is it so hard to realize?
So I think of all the pain you've given me
Try to look at all the damage you've done to me
But the harder that I fight,
You come closer in my sight,
And I'm thinking of how sweet it could have been, oh no~
Gave me 2 different tears
After all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain
Like sunshine and rain
So I hate you
(But the love you gave me was so so good)
So I love you
(But the pain you gave me was so so bad)
(Uh~)
(Come here boy)
(Uh~)
Why do I still feel this way
When I know there's nothing left to say
Shouldn't have ever loved you in the first place
Wanna erase you without a trace
Try to tell myself that I need to hate you
For the pain that you put me thorough
But I... For some reason why
Still miss you no matter how hard I try
Gave me 2 different tears (you gave me~)
After all these years (years, yeah)
Tears of joy, tears of pain (pain! )
Like sunshine and rain
So I hate you
(But the love you gave me was so so good)
So I love you
(But the pain you gave me was so so bad)
Gave me 2 different tears
After all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain
Like sunshine and rain
So I hate you
(But the love you gave me was so so good)
So I love you
(But the pain you gave me was so so bad)~

2010-09-16T07:57:00.000-07:00

Pains are covered by the laughter I made .
Suppressing all my emotions and turn it to laughs , smiles .
Yet,its not enjoyable , its insanely terrible .
LowKayHwa's book , afterreadingit, slashingseemstobeabletocuresomepainforamoment...
Hah,theblood..

2010-09-11T21:12:00.001-07:00

PALA-PALA ! BOOO !
YO !
Sighh , tons of homework undone , yet still using com .
Dont feel like doin >_<
Yesterday went to Sentosa , never went to the umpiring thingy .
Hope ah lien dont know . ^^
Yesterday was fun ?
Yeah .
Hahah .
Blackshot was fun , exciting , scary , bloody . XD
But now a bit boring .
Teehees .

Thingsaregettingcomplicated ..
Ifell,deepinahole..

ROWARRR !

2010-09-05T04:57:00.000-07:00

Yeahyeah .
Just remeber to post about yesterday .
Since now so boring . :C
This weekend have the most gonna go with cabs .
Furious about them hell lots .
Hahah
Yesterday , planned to go to ecp with Leslie and co .
LOL !
Met in Jp Mrt station took Mrt to jurongeast le and was sort of like slacking there .
Hahah, Funny.
Alan called for cab and we went to wait for it .
He asked for a 7 sitter , in the end a normal one came .
Not gonna take that so went to the taxi stand .
By that time we had already wasted quite a long time .
Thus , decided to go to Wcp instead .
Went to the traffic light there wait for cab .
LOL !!!!!!
Then realize here the cab all got ppl cus its from Imm the cab turn here !
Laughs !
While waiting there Delong teach how to play with the longlong grass .
That was so cool .
I never play before sia -.-
Hahaha .
but i still didnt gfet how to play it , the grass damn sharp , when trying to get the grass keep got slice until .
Hahah , stupid sia .
>_<
Went to Imm next , come waited for the cab at the taxi stand while others went to buy drink .
Came out LOL !
Still so slow , Alan was calling for cab again .
In the end took two cabs .
Hahah reached wcp , saw Ms Lye and her husband .
With two cute dogs :D
Very CUTE !!!!
Hahah , when others reached .
Went for sort of a walk ?
Then proceed to somewhere where they can play volleyball .
Shuhui they all play volleyball , i went to see the sea . :D
Hahah , Sit there very relax :D
Because previously was chasing after people or getting chase .
D:
ROwARR!!
Tired , sweating , so at there got the breeze , relaxing .
xD
Anyway , when at JurongEast Mrt station popular inside , damn funny .
HAhaa
Keep throwing things xD
The people working all stare AHAHAHHA !
BAck to wcp .
Sit there chatted and photo taking :D
Then , darkness arrived .
Muahahahah .
HAHAH
All at the place seated down .
Chat chat , then Astley took my bag and run !
ROWARRR!
So relax le , no sweating then run as if like 3 km run , hahah I exaggerating uh .
But yeah , sweat !
Hmmph >_<
Went back there rest , then Alan and Delong went to help us take away mac .
:D
Thanks C:
Seated there wait for them to come back and eat .
HOHOHO
They came back and we enjoy our dinner there .
Took pictures again .
HAhaha .
And off we go !
Went to find bus back to Jp .
:D reached le , actually wan drink Bubbletea , in the end drink mineral water .
>_<
But not bad , quench thirst .
:D
Take bus and alight at different stops .
:D
Hahaha .
Summary , waitwait , walkwalk , runrun , restrest ,eateat, pictures , runrun , backed home !
HAhahaha :D

2010-09-05T04:15:00.001-07:00

HELLO !
Bet no one reading le .
Haha , but in any case Im just gonna blog about today !
Today , woke up at 11plus .
Thats late , didnt manage to go out with my mummy in the morning. D:
Luckily she's not angry :D
So after wake up le , use com awhile C:
Went to prepare all that , TADANNNGG !
Off from home .
Went down to wait for cab , cus seriously , meet my cousin 1.30 at BukitBatok , and of course , Im runnign late .
Furious !
I waited for about 30mins to get a cab .
Wth >_<
At first , a cab stops i cross the road , i went to say to BukitBatok , he say change shift , cannot go .
Then , another cab stops i cross back , i said BukitBatok when I in the cab , the uncle drove awhile , and I told him after BukitBatok go BukitTimah then go Suntec , he stop , say he cannot go to three destinations .
Wth again .
Alight , wait for another one .
Okay , got one , CROSS the road again . -.-
I open the door and say , can go BukitBatok,BukitTimah then Suntec .
He said he need go eat .
ROWWARRR !
Angry liao .
HAhhahaha .
Call for cab .
Waited for less than 7 mins .
Finally , on a cab , go to BukitBatok and BukitTimah to get both my cousins .
And off we go , to Suntec :D
Reach there , my cousin go get the Samsung Galaxy . (Woah)
Looks like iphone .
LOL !
Then went to decide where to eat .
LOL !
Anyway consecutive for 3 weeks go to Marina Square . ._.
Bored , i swear .
My cousin say go YukiYaki at first , i was like okay ..
Previously 2 weeks eat that , nevermind , one last time .
LOL !
But , luckily , went to eat seoul garden .
But still Bbq buffet type >_<
Gonna gain weight , soon !
Gosh .
Went there eateateateat !
Not bad ?
Got IceKachang :D
Went to take cab back home again .
Three places again , hahah .
My cousin house , westmall , my house here .
XD
Reached home , finally !
Tired !
Mayb not tired , mayb is beacuse my stomach too bloated .
C:

2010-09-02T05:03:00.001-07:00

Today , didnt went to school again .
Although my mum was angry , haha , but still give me money .
Good yeah ? My mummy , lovehertruckloads .
Went to polyclinic after went to find my mum , woah , was so fast for the first time .
Went to Jurong Point after goin to the doctor , actually , Im not sick . :x
Hahah , went to have breakfast with brother .
After that went to arcade with him .
Played basketball one and the keep hitting one .
Hahahaa , my hand got blister -.-
Sian , pain sia .
Went back home , bro went to ntu study .
Their school so good ! Got teacher's day renewal , dun noe wad also , but no need go school one more day .
Hahahaa , backed home , watch Personal Preference , NICE !
Hahahaa , went to had my bath , and prepared to go to school !
After preparing , off i go , went to school .
Saw Jacelyn sitting eating spaghetti , sorry made you wait for so long .
Went to play basketball after that .
Think I was happy , yeah ..
Hahahaa ..
Lalalala~~~
Heard something , moodgone. *droplets* (icouldn'tcontrol)
Went home , with combination of emotions .
I found a way to deal with emotions now, although it might not deal all but a little is enough .
I walked the stairs up , hahahha , all the way , cooling down .
XD
It really works a little .
You'rewelcomeforthepresentandletter,Yeah! Idunwanfightanymore,Ihateit ..
Seriously .
Itmakesmeangry, and when Im angry, milliliters flow pass .
Thats why I hate being angry ...
Imalright, Itoldmyselftobestrong.Enjoylife,itsshort .
So, Imnotangry :D Imhappy,evenjustbyseeingyouput^^inthemsg.
And,itsokay,pastarepast.Cantreallydoanythingtofixit..
So,yeah, im not angry.:D (IfeellikeImafool)(patheticfool:C)

ANW !
IM SO GONNA LEARN WUSHU ! HOHOHO !

YEAH!
Im gonna be as happy as I can .
Thats me . ^^

2010-08-31T20:41:00.000-07:00

Im getting sick and tired of this .
Im breaking down , fixing and then breaking down .
Its just a cycle that does not seems to be ending .

I AM NOT GOIN TO REGRET !
ROWAR !
WHAT MAKES YOU THINK IM REGRETTING !
HEH !
Im a fool or what , saying i will regret .
But after seeing what you write , i wont .
Im not goin to look pathetic , no more .
Its not too late , cus im aint gonna regret .
Well , Im agitated, I know .
Bitter gourd is just far too bitter , well , I dun like the bitterness .
So why am i forcing myself to eat it .
Such a fool I am , Im quitting .
No more bittergourd for me .

2010-08-31T04:53:00.000-07:00

One day i WILL be fine .
Just one day ..
Its only when the one day comes .

I remembered , the place once sat together , chit-chatted .
The place where waited bus together .
Haha , the one day comes when this all memories become numb to me .
Willingly to be kept deep inside my heart .
I will then be fine .

I seems to be okay now , I can sing happily in the Kbox .
I can stop being quiet , I can keep talking non-stop .
I can keep laughing , I can keep smiling .
I can text with emotions .
I can do mostly everything like the original ME !
WOOHOOO !
butyeahthereisstillsomethingican't..

2010-08-30T08:12:00.000-07:00

Isbittergourdgonnatastesweetoneday?
Im just an ordinary person .. Haa .
Telling my mind to do something , yet my heart is thinking about that thing .
Sighh . hahaaa .
Missingyou...
Tryingnottomissyou >_< ! ..

2010-08-29T07:52:00.000-07:00

I wish you could splatter all your thoughts and feelings and let me know .
i just had hopes ...
But mayb there isn't, Im just having wishful thinking ...

Extracted out from Low Kay Hwa's Book :
-As long there is still love , there is still hope.
-What matters most is not how long , but how deep ..
Eventhoughitsnotlong,justthat27days.
Itcanleadmetosuchastate,soyeah..
Itsdeepenoughtohurt.
Haa..
Ciao`

2010-08-29T07:38:00.000-07:00

Can i not be affected ? Please ..
Im starting to like red colour ! :D
IM still LOVING purple .
Hahah...
Imstartingtoeatbittergourdtoo...
Although its bitter .
Haa..D:

2010-08-29T07:10:00.000-07:00

Had a dream , a scary one .
Stupid nightmare ! I hate it !
Im dead in my nightmare and so on ..
I tried to wake up in my dream but i couldnt until later i woke up .
Luckily,butmyfacecoveredwithtears .
Whoosh !
Sighh , sometimes i wish i was kidnapped or die .
but i know when im either kidnapped or die , i will wan to not be neither of that .
Cus its scary , when you're alone .

Im back!
Or mayb not . Haha
:D
Cheer up everyone ! ;]

█╙╟⌐▐~xiiaoli~▐⌂╤╠♣╓8╥█╙╟

My mommy just told me to share my stuffs with some UNFORTUNATE KIDS, awwwwww. Ain't i too caring? (: I have many stuffs here, take your time and pick. I'll be more than willing to share some love with chiu! What's more, i won't hate you.

I just wanted to tell you that I’m not mad at you even though I should be. I’d still take you back after all you put me through .

People tell me I’m a strong person, but they never know that I cry in the middle of the night just because I miss you.

We all carry these things inside that no one else can see .They hold us down as anchors , they drown us out at sea .

I acted like it wasn’t a big deal, when really it was breaking my heart.

你太爱一个人的时候.. 他就不会很爱你了 ?? 什么嘛..??

这样爱你，到底是为了什么？

Sometimes you have to test someone. Not because you don't trust them, but to see how much they'll sacrifice for you. And sometimes you have to let them go, not because you suddenly stopped loving them, but to see if they love you enough to come... D;

I love seeing you smile . It makes me happy .

We all carry these things inside that no one else can see .
They hold us down as anchors , they drown us out at sea .